i feel like a bad parent. i shouldn't. i feel overwhelmed. i feel out of balance. i feel like i'm too busy to even question what i'm doing. i feel like i want to be left alone. but i want to be held, coddled, and cuddled. i need someone to clean my house, take care of my kids for me, then give me a bubble bath, send me to bed for two days, and cook for me. i'll just lay in bed, and read a lot.
but now i need to go get ready for roller derby practice. i don't really feel like going, but i will. we're also going to be filmed tonight at practice...and i know i look how i feel.
i might have a hangover, or a cold...maybe both.
but now i need to go get ready for roller derby practice. i don't really feel like going, but i will. we're also going to be filmed tonight at practice...and i know i look how i feel.
i might have a hangover, or a cold...maybe both.
speaking of reading, i'd kill to buy myself some new books. can you recommend any?
Do you have any relitives that live near by that can give you a break from the wee ones so you can take care of yourself? That is a tough place to be in.
Perhaps smacking into some people might cheer you up?