So, I'm holding my breath. We're trying to find out about the mortgage now... We got some not so great news so far. We were told his 3rd credit score had to be at a certain level, and we're not sure what it is (as he's disputing something on it). So, Alan tried the whole "what about with my wife on it", well with the...
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scarlaa:
Thanks! Good luck with your mortgage! That's got to be a nightmare.
I haven't been on here as much as I used to be; part of it's cause I've been so busy, and part cause I've been so stressed. I just wanted you all to know that I am still around and still love you all. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. I just checked and I have a membership paid up through Sept, so I'll have...
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frolleinsuzy:
Its important to have a place for yourself sweetie. Do it. 

tweedle:
hey hun!!
I was going to text you over the weekend, but I smoked a lot, and got lazy. hahaha. How have you been?
I mean, I read that you're stressed... I hope you find some way to unwind. Give yourself a nice hot bubble bath with your own special bath products!! dim the lights, light some candles, put on some music!
I used to do that everyday.
Then I just sort of stopped... hmm...
wow that stuff about Steve...getting into it with your daughter about bread?! That's just ridiculous. But you know what, my dad's a lot like that. Granted, he's my dad so he had more of a right to argue with me about stupid shit... but he is the type of person that just NEEDS to be right, no matter who it is he's talking to...if it's a 4 year old, or a 60 year old.
anyway. it was nice of your daughter to offer to get him the bread in the first place, so that's pretty shitty.
Does Steve get angry and then act like everything's fine like that, with the snap of a finger?
My dad does that too. He used to FREAK out on me, then he'd ask me to go grab an ice cream cone with him ten seconds later.
anyway. thanks for all your support hun. Glad that I have you as a friend, makes everything so much more worth doing
I was going to text you over the weekend, but I smoked a lot, and got lazy. hahaha. How have you been?
I mean, I read that you're stressed... I hope you find some way to unwind. Give yourself a nice hot bubble bath with your own special bath products!! dim the lights, light some candles, put on some music!
I used to do that everyday.
Then I just sort of stopped... hmm...
wow that stuff about Steve...getting into it with your daughter about bread?! That's just ridiculous. But you know what, my dad's a lot like that. Granted, he's my dad so he had more of a right to argue with me about stupid shit... but he is the type of person that just NEEDS to be right, no matter who it is he's talking to...if it's a 4 year old, or a 60 year old.
anyway. it was nice of your daughter to offer to get him the bread in the first place, so that's pretty shitty.
Does Steve get angry and then act like everything's fine like that, with the snap of a finger?
My dad does that too. He used to FREAK out on me, then he'd ask me to go grab an ice cream cone with him ten seconds later.
anyway. thanks for all your support hun. Glad that I have you as a friend, makes everything so much more worth doing

Things are still going... well, oddly.
I still haven't gotten around to doing the ISM shoot. I really need to, though. I'm counting on that money. So, I aught to do it soon. And I did get to do a little more camming, though tomorrow is the last payday this month for my main cam site; the next one will be March 8th. So I'm...
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I still haven't gotten around to doing the ISM shoot. I really need to, though. I'm counting on that money. So, I aught to do it soon. And I did get to do a little more camming, though tomorrow is the last payday this month for my main cam site; the next one will be March 8th. So I'm...
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ribbonsundone:
I am reducing caffiene sloooowly. Here's hoping it takes! I will let you know.
You are the hardest working lady in show business these days. I don't mean to ask a rude question, but what exactly is camming? Is it basically online stripping? Also, congrats on the life coach!! Motivating is motivating, for sure. I always get more amped when helping folks. I hope that business grows quickly.
You are the hardest working lady in show business these days. I don't mean to ask a rude question, but what exactly is camming? Is it basically online stripping? Also, congrats on the life coach!! Motivating is motivating, for sure. I always get more amped when helping folks. I hope that business grows quickly.
tweedle:
Good luck with everything...coaching, money.
thanks so much for promoting me
i wuv you

thanks so much for promoting me

i wuv you
I'm getting closer. I should have worked more then I have for it. But I'm trying to maintain both mental health as well as financial health. So, I'm pretty proud of myself. I need to do the shoot for ISM soon. I just got my lens yesterday. If I can do that this weekend, that will be an additional $200, plus at least $200 fr...
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nuadventure:
By ISM, do we mean the I Shot Myself site? And if I'm correct, I only have one word
SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!
In my life, ISM simply means I suck at math.
SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!
In my life, ISM simply means I suck at math.
tweedle:
good luck hunny
hope you are doing well
have been thinking of you
xoxoxo
hope you are doing well
have been thinking of you
xoxoxo
This weekend kind of sucked. Saturday Steve and I fought. I even tried working, but didn't make a penny. Then yesterday was better, but still nothing wonderful. We sat around home and watched a little TV.
I'm hoping to try to work today. Maybe it'll be another good day. I would really love that. Knocking 50-100 or more off the total would just delight me....
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I'm hoping to try to work today. Maybe it'll be another good day. I would really love that. Knocking 50-100 or more off the total would just delight me....
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ribbonsundone:
Moody indeed. I know the feeling! I blame the barometric pressure.
I totally have to do my photography today. It's already 1, and I just don't feel like doing ANYTHING! I think part of it's that I didn't sleep well last night. I stayed up kind of late, then was up early. I'm sore and soooo sleepy.
I've spent most of the day doing soaping research. I'm very excited about the whole prospect, though I can't...
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nuadventure:
I wish you all the best with your business. I bet that is quite a story how you got started out in your field. Please feel free to share more about that with me.
But it is good to know that you don't spend an entire day in a store making up your mind what soap you are going to buy. That would be a dealbreaker for me if I had a girl who did that. Unless of course, the sex was really hot, then I would just take a book with me and read it in the backseat till she gets out (ha ha).
But it is good to know that you don't spend an entire day in a store making up your mind what soap you are going to buy. That would be a dealbreaker for me if I had a girl who did that. Unless of course, the sex was really hot, then I would just take a book with me and read it in the backseat till she gets out (ha ha).
nuadventure:
Florida has laws against body butter and sugar scrubs? Ugh!!! I'm glad you are moving there so you can change all of their ugly legislation.
To be honest, I have no idea what body butter and sugar scrubbing is, but it does sound like a fun way to spend Valentine's Day with that special someone, so I just might look into it (ha ha).
Are you tired of my comments yet?
To be honest, I have no idea what body butter and sugar scrubbing is, but it does sound like a fun way to spend Valentine's Day with that special someone, so I just might look into it (ha ha).
Are you tired of my comments yet?
Well, I haven't worked today, but I got some work done for school. I have a ton more to do still, but I got started. I still have to shoot 2 traditional portrait sets (of 5 pictures) and 2 environmental portraits (of 5 pictures each). Plus, I need to shoot another 36 doors. So, I'm not quite sure how I'm going to get it (the...
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imspectr:
Thank you
imspectr:
So happy this went live!
Ok, so we have a new potential situation...
Steve keeps looking though FL Keys Craigslist for work when we get down there to get an idea of what he might be able to do when we move. Today he checked again and found a post that stopped him in his tracks!
Dirty Harry's, (a popular bar on Duval St), is looking for a lead singer...
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Steve keeps looking though FL Keys Craigslist for work when we get down there to get an idea of what he might be able to do when we move. Today he checked again and found a post that stopped him in his tracks!
Dirty Harry's, (a popular bar on Duval St), is looking for a lead singer...
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unknown_user:
Florida? Good, good choice if you hate snow 

tweedle:
HEY LOVEY!!!
DUUUDE I hope you guys get to move down their afterall...I know how badly you're itching to get out somewhere else. And it would be so so cool to visit you down there and check out all the hot drag queens *fantasizes and swoons*
did he ever get the cooking job? I can't remember if you told me
I LOVE YOU
DUUUDE I hope you guys get to move down their afterall...I know how badly you're itching to get out somewhere else. And it would be so so cool to visit you down there and check out all the hot drag queens *fantasizes and swoons*
did he ever get the cooking job? I can't remember if you told me

I LOVE YOU
I just finished reading my book, Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. I loved it. It's so empowering. I loved it so much, in fact, that I bought a second copy for Alan, (my ex and best friend). I'm planning to give it to him tonight when he comes over. I also have the audio book for the kids. I'm hoping if we can all...
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ribbonsundone:
It sounds like you are totally rocking things out in the NOW! That is awesome. Also, as a side note I am so glad you get alone well with your ex. I have several friends whose ex-spouses are such louts. Uch.
I ended up needing to spend an extra $76 on a new lens. Yuck... but I needed to get it to be able to do the ISM shoot. The good news, as far as the money goes, is that I checked Alan's credit report, and it was $900 less then I thought it was going to be! WHOOHOOO!!!
It was like making $900... only not....
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It was like making $900... only not....
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sadista:
Thanks 

tweedle:
I love you dear. I will write you a proper message tomorrow asap! miss you xoxoxox