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So, with having taken my break from school, my nerves are slowly starting to calm back down again. I've continued to be a little cranky, and when I wind up, it takes a while to calm down... but it's not paralyzing panic attacks now.


While I'm taking this break, I'm working on focusing on my business more. I have my very first newborn shoot coming...
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ribbonsundone:
ZOMG - babies!!! That will be a precious photo shoot for sure. I hope that it leads to lots of new clients. Photographing babies is the perfect remedy for stress. Also, babies.

I'm doing better. I finally had a night out which I very much needed. I met some people and had some laughs. Now back to the job search!
ribbonsundone:
Awwwww, yay! That sounds perfect. I hope the shoot went/is going/will go well. That sounds like SUCH a sweet job. I love babies. I'm not sure I'd be all that swift at photographing them, though, so I will leave that for you. wink

Yeah, I need to stay social. There are some possibilities for that now, so that is good. Stay active, stay social, stay up!
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I'm taking a hiatus from school. My panic attacks were getting so bad, I couldn't do much of anything! Hubby and Honey said they were getting to be the worst I've have in at least 3 years. So, I'm going to start really working on focusing on other things, my health, my one photography things, (like NYIP program, my website ~which I started today~, and...
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ribbonsundone:
Daily panic attacks are not worth it. You have to take care of you. School will be there. One day at the time, princess! kiss
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YAY! We ended up being able to get him yesterday. He was surprised.

Now, if I can just get the rest of the homework done and turned in that was due yesterday....
I got one of the assignments done... going to be doing the other in just a bit...
ribbonsundone:
Freeeeeedom! Hooray! Good for you. Best of luck to both of you for keeping things on the upswing. Big love.
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I haven't told anyone about this yet, as I need to wait more to see if it's a definite... but I need to spill the beans somewhere...

Looks like a friend of ours (I guess you can call the person a friend, even though we have a long tainted history), just got a big job and offered to lend us the $1000 we need to...
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Life's been so stressing the past week or so. And that hasn't let up yet...

Granted, it's a little better... I talked to my professor (via email) like a million times, we finally got a project worked out for me to be able to do. The only issue with it now is that it's due on Fridays and in general I'll be able to go...
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Talked to Honey finally yesterday. Hopefully we'll have all this cleared up in a couple/few weeks. This whole situation sucks. Especially as if her were out now, I might know of a job for him. It's not a great job, but it would be enough to get by... Who knows... things may end up working out somehow...

Ummm... nevermind... I just got a message telling...
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tweedle:
isn't that couch the sex?

good luck with your man... I hope it all works out. you deserve a break! geez.

you do need a vacation!
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Well, I finally got some money into Honey's account. I'm hoping he realizes it and calls me. I've been worried sick all weekend. Hopefully we'll be able to clear this situation up in the next couple weeks and try again... I can't keep doing this ever year, though. What I don't understand is he was behind on child support WAY before meeting me... so, why...
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ribbonsundone:
You are kind, my precious. I am better. I hope you are as well.

Are you having any camming success these days? Or are you not as interested in that these days? Also, if that is none of my business you can ignore me. smile
imspectr:
Thank youuu!
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First off... I've started going through my friend's list for people that I don't really talk and connect with. So, if you find yourself no longer there, I apologize, but I'm not into friend collecting. I really want to friend people who I talk with or have an interesting in following the story of their life.

Second... OMG! It's happening again! My Honey's been locked...
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kay:
I'm sorry to hear that this has happened. Not like you all need that! Yeesh!

~cheers
ribbonsundone:
Hi to you!

And WTH!!!???!!! People get caught in the system and justice or good sense be danged. I hope that you all get it worked out soon.

how are the moving plans?
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There's been so much going on. Yet, at the same time, not enough. Granted, today it's too hot to care either way. I'm trying to get school set up. Class is supposed to start Monday. I'm trying to figure out if I'll be able to get my class textbook, much less get it here in time. Everything's just hitting all at once.

Speaking of that...
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eyesplice:
Great pics! My fav is the one of your younger daughter, I love the variable lighting. And look, Gazela, a boat, imagine that!

ARRR!!!
lizardam:
Cool shots... !
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My word it's been a really LONG time since I last wrote. Ok... some updates...

I did a Victorian Ballgown shoot in a real Victorian Mansion last month. It went really well, especially being that it was my first "real" photo shoot... (The first time I had someone other then my kids posing for me and all... Normally, it's more photojournalistic.) I also have 6...
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heartbaker:
Cool pictures
littlekitten:
Pictures tirned out great and I love the idea of spending half the year in the house and half traveling!