I'm waiting...
There isn't too much going on lately. Alan's been working and taking Steve to work with him some. Steve's still not working other then that. I'm getting really worried, we're starting to get close to his court date. He's supposed to bring $1800 with him to court if he wants to stay out... And I don't have it to give him. Alan was talking about possibly getting the money together, and having Steve work it off. I have no idea what's going to happen at this point.
I'm just trying to handle what I can; which at this point is my photography, focusing on getting a boat and school. With school, I haven't really been giving it my all lately. I haven't' been interacting with my class enough, only focusing on getting the assignments in on time. However, I've been studying and working towards getting a certification in photography.
I'm also cutting back on my sugar. So far, I've only lost 1.5 lbs. Not much yet, but at least my numbers started going the other direction then it's been going the past several months. I'm hoping in the next few months, while we're working towards getting a boat, my number will continue going down. I'm hoping I'll be looking and feeling better by the time we're back on a boat. But even if the boat happens first, I know being back on a boat will help me get to a more comfortable place, I end up walking around more; sailing can be strenuous, and I end up eating and drinking better.
I'm hoping that moving to the Keys (dear lord let me make it home), will also be a good move for my photography. I would love to be able to make enough that I could take care of my family if I needed too.
There isn't too much going on lately. Alan's been working and taking Steve to work with him some. Steve's still not working other then that. I'm getting really worried, we're starting to get close to his court date. He's supposed to bring $1800 with him to court if he wants to stay out... And I don't have it to give him. Alan was talking about possibly getting the money together, and having Steve work it off. I have no idea what's going to happen at this point.
I'm just trying to handle what I can; which at this point is my photography, focusing on getting a boat and school. With school, I haven't really been giving it my all lately. I haven't' been interacting with my class enough, only focusing on getting the assignments in on time. However, I've been studying and working towards getting a certification in photography.
I'm also cutting back on my sugar. So far, I've only lost 1.5 lbs. Not much yet, but at least my numbers started going the other direction then it's been going the past several months. I'm hoping in the next few months, while we're working towards getting a boat, my number will continue going down. I'm hoping I'll be looking and feeling better by the time we're back on a boat. But even if the boat happens first, I know being back on a boat will help me get to a more comfortable place, I end up walking around more; sailing can be strenuous, and I end up eating and drinking better.
I'm hoping that moving to the Keys (dear lord let me make it home), will also be a good move for my photography. I would love to be able to make enough that I could take care of my family if I needed too.
ribbonsundone:
Well, it sounds like a lot is moving in a positive direction. You are taking control of your life! No matter what happens with your gents you will be able to take care of your kids, sweetie. The Keys are full of folks with money who want memories - that seems like a great place to start the work!
ribbonsundone:
<3 you too, sweetie! Stay strong!