wynnifred

been a while... feeling good these days, physically, but trying to come to terms with a new body that I don't recognize as mine. bizzare trade off. your physical pain and discomfort will stop, but you have to take these meds and, by the way, they will make you gain weight. fuck the scales I say. have been looking back at early sets and my face looks thin and drawn, but my body looks good. recent photos, like in my last blog, my face looks good, I look healthy.... but what is with the extra layer of padding around my middle? and was my ass always that big?

bloody identity crisis. I am a product of the 70's and 80's when it was all about being rail thin. kids today are all plump and muffin topped and they don't seem to care. I just need to reprogram my brain. upload a current mind set and focus on the fact that my body is happier than it has been in years.