Television makes me hate society.
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Update indeed. Semester's over and I have 8 days of textbook free existence until I start freaking out again. That's not true. I have to go and peddle my old books undercover at the bookstore. Walking around aimlessly as if I'm looking to buy until I see some poor sap about to shell out big loot for a book I have under my arm and...
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silverrevolver:
If you ever make it to Spain, you have a place to sleep and a pre-fabricated drinking buddy.
Terror and excitement seem to be the same emotion, as always perspective is the only thing that matters. I think I need to read "Steppenwolf" again, I've been thinking abiout the theater and madman's door. Feels like I move further and further from the world inhabitted by most on a daily basis. I was appocolyptic by a friend recently. Maybe I am, but I am convinced that I am seeing things more clearly than most. The further I move from our society, the more insane it looks. How much longer can it go on? It seems like not long, but we've been say that for at least a century. D.H. Lawrence says it all ended with Melville, maybe he's right, the metaphor of the white whale seems apropo.
Goodness, I meant for this to be a quick note about Spain, it seems to have grown a few extra toes. I leave on July first. Remind me wherwe you live, I am doing a fair ammount of travelling within the US this month and it would be amazing to discuss the insanity of the world as we poison ourselves! My liver hates me anyways.
I feel good today, I think I'll get a bottle of wine and take the train to the woods (how insane is that?!)
Terror and excitement seem to be the same emotion, as always perspective is the only thing that matters. I think I need to read "Steppenwolf" again, I've been thinking abiout the theater and madman's door. Feels like I move further and further from the world inhabitted by most on a daily basis. I was appocolyptic by a friend recently. Maybe I am, but I am convinced that I am seeing things more clearly than most. The further I move from our society, the more insane it looks. How much longer can it go on? It seems like not long, but we've been say that for at least a century. D.H. Lawrence says it all ended with Melville, maybe he's right, the metaphor of the white whale seems apropo.
Goodness, I meant for this to be a quick note about Spain, it seems to have grown a few extra toes. I leave on July first. Remind me wherwe you live, I am doing a fair ammount of travelling within the US this month and it would be amazing to discuss the insanity of the world as we poison ourselves! My liver hates me anyways.
I feel good today, I think I'll get a bottle of wine and take the train to the woods (how insane is that?!)
cowgirlinthesnow:
"I think more people should dress like their surroundings."
LOL.
LOL.
I've just found out that unless I change my major/minor to something I have no real interest in, I can't hide from math. I've jumped in and will be wallowing in Calculus at some point. The really bad part is I'm not even sure that all the classes I've got to take to get me there will even transfer 
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kundalini:
Do what you must to get where you want to be. Accept no false paths. You will find joy at the end.
maddog_hoek:
Have you ever tried anything involving Neuro Energetic Healing / Neural Transmission Repatterning?
A friend turned me on to it, as it was the only thing that helped her recover from a concussion, where she was sleeping and out of it for like 16 hours a day. Essentially, your cns acts as both a map and a journal, and this work is designed to repattern where there is a history of trauma.
A friend turned me on to it, as it was the only thing that helped her recover from a concussion, where she was sleeping and out of it for like 16 hours a day. Essentially, your cns acts as both a map and a journal, and this work is designed to repattern where there is a history of trauma.
A monk asked, 'If on the road one meets a person of the Way, how could one respond to that person with neither words nor silence?'
Daopi said, 'With kicks and punches.'
-Zen's Chinese Heritage
Daopi said, 'With kicks and punches.'
-Zen's Chinese Heritage
silverrevolver:
Reminds me being in Burma. I saw a young monk kick a dog.
In the beggining enlightenment is akin to bring beaten for your lunch money, I think.
In the beggining enlightenment is akin to bring beaten for your lunch money, I think.
threestares:
wow, who knew?
Homework up the ass, an email from my work, basically telling me many of the shots I turned in sucked ass and I have to redo them, which also sucks ass because I'm paid per job, not per hour. I could shoot inside but the light is usually better outside. And has anyone noticed how fucking COLD it is? I feel like I'm freezing my...
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reacher:
aha, yes. 'fukidunno' is still on my friends list. i had thought you ditched this account for that one.
as far as the property manager - i say we pick up some pitchforks.
as far as the property manager - i say we pick up some pitchforks.
kundalini:
Things might be worse.
I know that you, like me, would rather have some struggle than to cruise though. We like character.
I know that you, like me, would rather have some struggle than to cruise though. We like character.
Life is going awfully fast at the moment. It seems hard enough to just get through the day with all the constant moving, thinking, grabbing energy when I can and planning my next attack before sleep.
I used to love having time for reflection. Thinking about what I've done, what I was doing at the time and what I wanted to do or should do...
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I used to love having time for reflection. Thinking about what I've done, what I was doing at the time and what I wanted to do or should do...
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horrorflick:
Not particularly. Work is pretty rough these days and I'm really crawling through broken glass to make it...
kundalini:
It feels like a great libidinous beast.
Like Grendel, too long in the cave. He hungers for the flesh.
Like Grendel, too long in the cave. He hungers for the flesh.
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maddog_hoek:
Hey there ms whatthefukidunno,
I haven't killed off all my brain cells, I remember you having 2 accounts in a failed attempt to keep your journal from someone
What's new...
My last adventure was to Amsterdam, where I flew my best friend for his bachelor party.
I finally put the vw to rest and drive a wrangler now.
My sleeve is finally finished, but I haven't uploaded any new pics in a while.
What's new with you?
I haven't killed off all my brain cells, I remember you having 2 accounts in a failed attempt to keep your journal from someone
What's new...
My last adventure was to Amsterdam, where I flew my best friend for his bachelor party.
I finally put the vw to rest and drive a wrangler now.
My sleeve is finally finished, but I haven't uploaded any new pics in a while.
What's new with you?
kundalini:
You know, you must let us know how your life is going. I, personally, live vicariously through the exploits of an attractive female fellow Michiganian.
Go It Alone Lyrics
Beck
I'm comin over
See me down at the station
By the lane
With my hands in my pocket
Jingling a wish coin
That I stole from a fountain
That was drowning all the cares in the world
When I get older
Climbin up on the back porch fence
Just to see the dogs runnin
With a ring and a question...
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Beck
I'm comin over
See me down at the station
By the lane
With my hands in my pocket
Jingling a wish coin
That I stole from a fountain
That was drowning all the cares in the world
When I get older
Climbin up on the back porch fence
Just to see the dogs runnin
With a ring and a question...
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timtv:
I think you should also write the lyrics to Beck's "Short Skirt & a Long Jacket", because that seems like you too!
So... why don't you kill spiders?
So... why don't you kill spiders?
deathhippie:
YAY YOUR NOT GREY ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!! Welcome BACK!!!
P.S. The guy above me has my name and my initials. How creepy.
P.S. The guy above me has my name and my initials. How creepy.
In Denver. Flight was delayed out but got into Colorado in plenty of time to hit the nearest Applebees that had a smoking section and drank for 5 hours before registration. There is about 150 of us sales people here. Bonding with the local competition is fun while drinking. She's a cool chic!! we are a mile up so maybe that has something to do...
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maddog_hoek:
You could be trashed with me in Denver right effing now.
twilight1:
5 hours of drinking at Applebees? Now thats impressive. They do have some tasty beverages
I saw the second car with this bumper sticker on it today. it says in small white letters on a black background. "Love Wins" . It really made my day the first time I saw it on a yellow car on my way to work on some sunny day awhile ago. It's a simple statement that means so many things.
but...i dont get it...if u hate tv....wht on earth did u got cable??