Must update.
I have pics on my camera to make my entries a little more spicy but oops... left the damn thing at work. I even looked at it with a blank stare before leaving work last night. Oh well.
I got LASIK eye surgery last week. I had to walk around with sunglasses on indoors and couldn't bear to look at a computer screen because of the brightness.
It is much better now and getting better everyday.
Very weird what science can do. Glad they could do it so quickly, it was freky and Clockwork Orange was going through my head the whole time.
Spring came yesterday and it's snowing today. Oh well, that's Michigan. 50 degrees then 32.
I haven't been treating myself very well. Mostly bad food, too much smoking of all things and sleep. No spirit work or inward looking at all. What am I afraid to find? I am mostly concerned with what I can do for others, but i know at some point I have to do for myself first. At what point is that selfish?
I have pics on my camera to make my entries a little more spicy but oops... left the damn thing at work. I even looked at it with a blank stare before leaving work last night. Oh well.
I got LASIK eye surgery last week. I had to walk around with sunglasses on indoors and couldn't bear to look at a computer screen because of the brightness.
It is much better now and getting better everyday.
Very weird what science can do. Glad they could do it so quickly, it was freky and Clockwork Orange was going through my head the whole time.
Spring came yesterday and it's snowing today. Oh well, that's Michigan. 50 degrees then 32.
I haven't been treating myself very well. Mostly bad food, too much smoking of all things and sleep. No spirit work or inward looking at all. What am I afraid to find? I am mostly concerned with what I can do for others, but i know at some point I have to do for myself first. At what point is that selfish?
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I already have an appointment for this coming thursday out a hospital here which is amazingly quick... I thought I would have to wait for 3 or 4 weeks to get through our line up of "free medical care"...
I can't imagine how much this would cost if I wasn't in Canada... but I'm glad I'm getting it taken care of. Looked at, anyways...
This is something I would have -- in the past -- let go for a while.... tried to ignore.... but this is just a bit too much for that ostrich approach.
maybe it's nothing... I've heard of something else called "exercise induced exersion headache" or something like that that has the same symptoms..... but not the same result....
who knows.
At no point is that selfish. Living your life for yourself is primary. It just is. Spreading joy and inspiration, and providing help to those in need is a function of enlightenment.
But enlightenment is only usefull to those in love with thier life. The point is that the happieness you spread can only ever be as deep as the joy you feel in giving it. If your well is feeling low then its your primary responcability to fill it first and above all other concerns.