wtf

Ever have an inkling? a gut instinct, a hunch, but yet chuck it off as insecurity?

okay, maybe you don't.
so say you do.

:background:
follow me now....

Power outage during the day lasts until after 12am, after work, pack up, trek over. Wake up, should be working second job now, but Noooooooooooo! Go around checking. Computers to be exact. Even though people delete web browsers and cookies, there are so many other ways to find information it's damn near ridiculous.

Something simple in passing becomes so much more when you find out it's a lie.

And I'm left wondering if I can afford the price I'm going to have to pay just to be right. There's still doubt, the percentages have just swung the other way.

I'm certainly no angel.

Do I even want this dialog? Especially if it means full disclosure on my end as well?

Big breath.

Actions speak louder than words, I've had blinders on for so long because I can analyze the phone book to death. Not paying attention is how I sleep at night. There is nothing less attractive than a suspicious, needy person. Nothing. Unless maybe they have all the same traits plus a third eye slightly off center, drool and smell like pee. Whew, guess I feel better now.