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Tuesday Dec 16, 2008

Dec 16, 2008
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I've been looking for something for a while now. I know what it is. I also thought I knew where to find it. I went about my quest, feeling that, although things have been going from bad to worse, I was eventually going to find what I was looking for.

I looked around and spotted my family up ahead. I looked again and saw Mae-Ann,as well a select few who I felt I could call true friends. Okay, I thought. I'm close to having what I've been looking for. I reached out toward what I thought I saw up ahead. I realized that it was all an illusion. What I thought I saw wasn't there after all. I still haven't found what I was looking for. As I write this, I'm more convinced than ever that I will never find this elusive something.

That something is hope.
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jekyllandhyde:
It aways feels like there's that certain something that's just out of grasp, no matter what. I know that feeling quite well. But I still keep reaching for it; it's just not in my nature to quit.
Dec 21, 2008
mrsted_stryker:
Hey honey I know I spoke wiht you and I am sure I sounded pretty awake but these drugs are something else. Can you do me a favor tho? I would like to send ya something in a few weeks after I get home and better...can I have an address?
thanks! smile
Dec 21, 2008

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