it's been 3 months this week.
i dreamt about it last week.
i spent today sitting in the dark crying. and dying my hair black. and cutting it off. i have a test i should be studying for. i'm not.
i wish he had to deal with this in the same way i do, but he gets to pretend it never happened. i can't do...
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i dreamt about it last week.
i spent today sitting in the dark crying. and dying my hair black. and cutting it off. i have a test i should be studying for. i'm not.
i wish he had to deal with this in the same way i do, but he gets to pretend it never happened. i can't do...
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roby:
that means i'm taking you out on a date, okay? when you're here.
wrigley:
yeah, so my architecture test sodomized me. and not in a good way.
so i'm back from l.a.
the trip was awesome. i don't even know where to start. i hate oklahoma. there are no bathrooms in oklahoma. we were driving through there at like 2 a.m. on the way to l.a. and i had to pee like a mother fucker. there are also weird signs that say "do not drive through smoke". i don't get it. we...
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the trip was awesome. i don't even know where to start. i hate oklahoma. there are no bathrooms in oklahoma. we were driving through there at like 2 a.m. on the way to l.a. and i had to pee like a mother fucker. there are also weird signs that say "do not drive through smoke". i don't get it. we...
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codemonkeym:
You're welcome! 
punchdrunk92308:
fun pictures, looks like a cool time 
sooo.....pretty much all i have to do is take my building preservation midterm and then it is off to LA. so happy. and of course rather than doing last minute reviewing i am on here looking at beautiful women. sorry professor, i can't resist a pretty lady.
i'm sure as soon as i get back there will be about 3982938103 new pictures up from the...
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i'm sure as soon as i get back there will be about 3982938103 new pictures up from the...
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ash:
are u talking abt me taking pics for you so u can model for the site? because Id do that for you hun, np
codemonkeym:
I hope that you become an SG. Mrreow! 
Carrabba is pretty cool, too.
Carrabba is pretty cool, too.
i'm so bored right now. i think it's because it's almost spring break and i just want to get the fuck out of here. thursday i leave for LA
yesterday my one roommate i don't like was on the phone crying about how the Lord has changed her life....i dunno, i just can't handle that.
the weekend was good. i was drunk. which resulted in...
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yesterday my one roommate i don't like was on the phone crying about how the Lord has changed her life....i dunno, i just can't handle that.
the weekend was good. i was drunk. which resulted in...
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tanar:
Just hope she doesn't get into Opus Dei. Those people are severely fucked up.
As usual the pics are awesome. You look great. Have fun in LA.
As usual the pics are awesome. You look great. Have fun in LA.
roby:
haha. praise and worship cd's are the absolute WORST. i'm not a christian hater by any means, but what sane person could actually enjoy that music?
today i get to lose my taylorville virginity. i'm going with my roommate to her hometown (which is 1 hour south of champaign....eff'n southies) so that i can take pictures for my architecture project on their courthouse. i'm very excited about this. i've heard so much about t-ville...i'm sure pictures will be posted later today.
also, today i was told that my vag looks like...
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also, today i was told that my vag looks like...
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venusbutterfly:
Wow that's a trip...hope you have fun and come back in one piece.....
And you should really check out the Flirtation thread when you get back
And you should really check out the Flirtation thread when you get back
ativan101:
HOLA! 
Hmmmm, so I just dropped my colonialism class that I've only been to once. It was my therapist's idea. I feel like I've been suffocating lately and he was like well why don't you just drop a class and take 1 over the summer, you still will be done before next fall. And it made so much sense. So, that's what I'm doing. Hopefully it...
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thebleak:
good for you. i dropped the whole semester myself... i've been to florida and back cuz my mom was in the hospital and my nana died. they didn't believe me. they thought it was just some lame excuse. i missed like three weeks of class and it proved to be too much. i was feeling stressed anyway so it was a kinda a good thing.
ps... i told you you were my favorite girl on this site and you never replied. kinda made me sad. i meant that shit!!
ps... i told you you were my favorite girl on this site and you never replied. kinda made me sad. i meant that shit!!
panxromana:
giving yourself haircuts: check!!
yay for two on the list.
"boys in girls jeans that know how to shake their hips" - man, if you saw me in my new jeans, you would fall over - that is how excited you would be!!!
yay for two on the list.
"boys in girls jeans that know how to shake their hips" - man, if you saw me in my new jeans, you would fall over - that is how excited you would be!!!
hmmm.
just got home.
sooooooo tired.
don't have time to shower before class.
wearing the same clothes i wore last night. not feeling particularly bad about this. oddly happy.
decided i need to start eating my wheaties.
creepy old science guys that lick me in bars make me smile.
just got home.
sooooooo tired.
don't have time to shower before class.
wearing the same clothes i wore last night. not feeling particularly bad about this. oddly happy.
decided i need to start eating my wheaties.
creepy old science guys that lick me in bars make me smile.
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throatneedle:
you have award-winning breasts! very cute!
you should dye your hair back to black
everyone looks better in black, yes?
you should dye your hair back to black
everyone looks better in black, yes?
throatneedle:
that's fantastic news!
ok
so i'm drunk,
and in iowa, of all fucking places. i can hear my friend having sex with some random bar guy in the living room. i'm pissed at richie, mostly cuz i'm in love with him and he gets with me when its covinient for him, and then that's the end of that. eff that. bah. i need to be smarter. or fucking...
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so i'm drunk,
and in iowa, of all fucking places. i can hear my friend having sex with some random bar guy in the living room. i'm pissed at richie, mostly cuz i'm in love with him and he gets with me when its covinient for him, and then that's the end of that. eff that. bah. i need to be smarter. or fucking...
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nutitta:
I was just suprised that you were able to get it out. I seem to always have epiphanies when I am drunk about my inner psychi but I can never get them down on paper due to the fact that it's usually spinning...
Oh well, I guess what I am trying to do is compliment you on your skills
Oh well, I guess what I am trying to do is compliment you on your skills
thedive:
I also think Richie is stupid. Would you have coffee with me?
so i found out today that danny's girlfriend found out he knocked me up and i had a miscarraige and he totally bailed on me and blah blah blah.....he denied the whole thing every happened and told her i was a liar. thanks there, killer. way to leave me alone and in hell, and then tell people i'm lying because you don't feel like taking...
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tanar:
How about a big hug for free. I'm sure you have lots of friends around to help with your spirits. Lean on them.
panxromana:
OMG, I LOVE PIC #5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOTTEST THINK EVER!!!!!!!!!!!
HOTTEST THINK EVER!!!!!!!!!!!
so...the blonde lasted like .5 seconds. i couldn't get it to the shade i wanted it. so it's flaming red now. which i happen to love. i just showed richie and he is not a fan at all. eff that. people either love it or hate it. and i'm a fan, so i guess that's all that matters. this also features the new piercing and...
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cedar:
oo, i really like the red. it looks amazing on you. few people can pull it off well. but, i still haven't seen the blonde. where are the pics?
funny side note: i have the exact same tank top you're wearing in the "bathroom" photos, in your candids. and i wore it to the club last week.
xoxox
but, i still haven't seen the blonde. where are the pics?
funny side note: i have the exact same tank top you're wearing in the "bathroom" photos, in your candids. and i wore it to the club last week.
xoxox
panxromana:
What happened to all the older pics you had??? The first ones?? I liked them!!! 