wrigley

ah, and school is over....until summer session II starts.

congratulate me on writing 2 brilliant essays for my history 311 final that i didn't really study all that much for.

apparently i'm not as dumb as i thought.

so i'm not sure what to do now that friends and the oc are gone. i feel lost.

last night i went out instead of studying. seems to have been a good plan since i'm about done studying for my final anyway.

i was discussing pregnancy tests with my friend abbey and when she was discussing what happens for each of the results i was...
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you know what sucks,

when you find someone you like being around so much that it's not even just good sex anymore, it's just wanting them to be around.

and the realization that you don't want other guys to hit on you, cute or not. it just holds no interest.

and feeling like no matter what you could never be good enough for this person...
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yesterday i felt really good.

today i feel really shitty. i feel like i've been working on stuff non-stop and i'm just not getting anything done.

also, i'm convinced people just patronize me. i don't know, i don't even want to talk about it, so i don't know why i bothered writing it down.

bah. i don't know why i'm up right now. oh yeah, it's because i think i might still be drunk. jessica's little sister and some of her friends came down last night so we took them to a frat party. hilarity all around. the young'ns ended up dancing on tables, jessica and i ended up in the hot tub in our underwear, it was pretty...
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sometimes i go into the bathtub and i fill it all the way up with hot water and then i just sink down until i'm all the way under and i see how long i can stay under after i lose all my air.

i'm totally like brittney spears in the everytime video. haha.

i don't know, i think i might be weird but it's...
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so weird evening.

i'm sitting at my computer just hanging out, and of course i'm wearing nothing but a pair of underwear because that's just how i sit around in my room. and i hear this knock at the door to our apartment, so i assume it's my roommate Tiff's boyfriend because that's the only person that really comes over here. so i just stay...
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my room seems girly again, i think it's just because i cleaned it so my bed is comfy again and there are tons of pillows and i have a pink teddy bear that smells like roses on it.

i feel girly today, i'm not sure i like it. when i feel girly it mostly just means i want to be held and adored and get...
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last night michael and i went and saw kill bill volume 2. it was awesome. i want to be a hardass and get sword.

i'm so tired, i don't know why. we pretty much fell asleep as soon as we got home, and he let me keep sleeping when he went to work at like 7. isn't it sweet how he does that, hahaha. you're...
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things michael has said to me today:

*you need to grow your hair out
*i don't like painted nails
*the left boob is now like the red headed step child
*well i do like the crotch hair.


apparently "crotch hair" is my one redeeming quality.

oh yeah, and then he whacked me in the head with a pillow. hard.