so i just got back from therapy. apparently i did "good work" today. if crying a lot is good work, then i guess i did.
we mostly just talked about baby momma drama stuff. it was hard, and stressful. too many conflicting emotions, half of me being happy nature took care of things, another part feeling guilty for being relieved, the part that knows i would have been o.k., blah.
he told me i would have been a good mom, and i know it's true. so then i just started crying and crying and crying and still haven't stopped.
all i want right now is someone who understands to just hold me while i cry. but i don't see that happening, so i just have to comfort myself i suppose.
life is hard.
we mostly just talked about baby momma drama stuff. it was hard, and stressful. too many conflicting emotions, half of me being happy nature took care of things, another part feeling guilty for being relieved, the part that knows i would have been o.k., blah.
he told me i would have been a good mom, and i know it's true. so then i just started crying and crying and crying and still haven't stopped.
all i want right now is someone who understands to just hold me while i cry. but i don't see that happening, so i just have to comfort myself i suppose.
life is hard.
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panxromana:
thebleak:
i think you did good too. whatever you do, don't bottle it up. getting it out is awesome. you're super and gorgeous.