well where to start...
1st off i met a wonderfull girl.. we were dating for awhile and then she broke up with me so we were together for about a week then she relized that she still loves her ex.. thats fine and all.. well on the same day.. which BTW would be the 12th.. my mom packed all of her stuff and moved to kansas abandoning me here in san angelo with nothing really...
Funny thing is i asked her why i couldnt go with them and she said "that your brother is living in a small apartment and is barely making enough room for me and weston( Little brother) and in a couple months when i do get settled i will buy you a bus ticket for you to come live with us."..
well before she left i told her i was afraid that she would forget about me.. she said she wouldnt do such a thing.. well its been day 2 allready and ive only heard from her really once.. when she arrived in Witchita Falls, TX at a hotel.. she said she would call me as soon as she arrived in Pittsburgh, Kansas.. well she didnt.. i ended up calling her about 530PM and she said she got into Kansas about an hour ago and she would call me back when they were finished unloading everything.. well i waited and waited and waited some more.. i finally had to goto work and i was absolutely miserable there.. and yet i was still waiting for my phone to ring.. and it never did.. so im believing she had forgotten about me allready.. and on top of all this.. the land lord of the house that im staying in comes over asking for the rent...
Well.. according to her my mother hasnt payed any rent on the house in the past 3 months so im either having to come up with a total of $1,100 for the 3 months plus this month.. which that doesnt include the gas,water and electricity.. so i had to beg some friends to lend me a place to stay untill i get on my feet once again and i finally found one.. all day i spent packing.. as the time went by i kept breaking down and tearing away... ive never cried so much since my sister had passed away...
I ended up calling my dad in Rincon, GA for a pick me up or what ever.. and he made me smile when he said "Your mother left you in a pretty big pile of shit, pathetic douchebag she is" so he also said that he would talk to his wife about getting me up there untill i can make it on my feet since i really have nothing left here in San Angelo.. So im hoping and praying for the best that they will let me live up there.. even though im gunna have to leave a good chunk of my stuff behind here in this town.. but it will be worth it.
So i dont know what to do right now.. ive been awake for more then 30 hours... havent eaten in about 48 hours... i havent been able to bring myself to eat anything.. just looking at food makes me sick.. so i dont know.. maybe this is whats suppose to be happening in life for me or its just a really big punishment for something i did really wrong and im not really sure on what i did wrong... everyone around me tells me to just forget about my mother and pick myself up.. which i really should.. but she is my mother and yet she has screwed me over more then once in this life time...
But i guess ill see everything clearly soon enough..
1st off i met a wonderfull girl.. we were dating for awhile and then she broke up with me so we were together for about a week then she relized that she still loves her ex.. thats fine and all.. well on the same day.. which BTW would be the 12th.. my mom packed all of her stuff and moved to kansas abandoning me here in san angelo with nothing really...
Funny thing is i asked her why i couldnt go with them and she said "that your brother is living in a small apartment and is barely making enough room for me and weston( Little brother) and in a couple months when i do get settled i will buy you a bus ticket for you to come live with us."..
well before she left i told her i was afraid that she would forget about me.. she said she wouldnt do such a thing.. well its been day 2 allready and ive only heard from her really once.. when she arrived in Witchita Falls, TX at a hotel.. she said she would call me as soon as she arrived in Pittsburgh, Kansas.. well she didnt.. i ended up calling her about 530PM and she said she got into Kansas about an hour ago and she would call me back when they were finished unloading everything.. well i waited and waited and waited some more.. i finally had to goto work and i was absolutely miserable there.. and yet i was still waiting for my phone to ring.. and it never did.. so im believing she had forgotten about me allready.. and on top of all this.. the land lord of the house that im staying in comes over asking for the rent...
Well.. according to her my mother hasnt payed any rent on the house in the past 3 months so im either having to come up with a total of $1,100 for the 3 months plus this month.. which that doesnt include the gas,water and electricity.. so i had to beg some friends to lend me a place to stay untill i get on my feet once again and i finally found one.. all day i spent packing.. as the time went by i kept breaking down and tearing away... ive never cried so much since my sister had passed away...
I ended up calling my dad in Rincon, GA for a pick me up or what ever.. and he made me smile when he said "Your mother left you in a pretty big pile of shit, pathetic douchebag she is" so he also said that he would talk to his wife about getting me up there untill i can make it on my feet since i really have nothing left here in San Angelo.. So im hoping and praying for the best that they will let me live up there.. even though im gunna have to leave a good chunk of my stuff behind here in this town.. but it will be worth it.
So i dont know what to do right now.. ive been awake for more then 30 hours... havent eaten in about 48 hours... i havent been able to bring myself to eat anything.. just looking at food makes me sick.. so i dont know.. maybe this is whats suppose to be happening in life for me or its just a really big punishment for something i did really wrong and im not really sure on what i did wrong... everyone around me tells me to just forget about my mother and pick myself up.. which i really should.. but she is my mother and yet she has screwed me over more then once in this life time...
But i guess ill see everything clearly soon enough..