This month..Ive started to lose and lost all sense of motivation. I dont go out, I do work without any sense of pride, I cant really muster up the ability to care about doing anything at all. Most of what I do I only do to avoid being hassled by other people.
Its like Im in some strange fugue. The only thing I seem to have any dedication to is acting normall when Im around other people so they dont know that Im thinking like this. Admitting anything of my psyche has these huge emotional taboo's that urge me to not show anything at all. THing is, I dont even care enough to try and stop being like this.
Its like Im in some strange fugue. The only thing I seem to have any dedication to is acting normall when Im around other people so they dont know that Im thinking like this. Admitting anything of my psyche has these huge emotional taboo's that urge me to not show anything at all. THing is, I dont even care enough to try and stop being like this.