I will never cease to be amazed at the immense mental healing power of a good night's sleep. I went a little overboard with feeling down last night and it had me in a bad way.
I guess I just feel very trapped in my current situation. Kind of like everyone is moving forward but me. I think that's been one of the main sources...
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I guess I just feel very trapped in my current situation. Kind of like everyone is moving forward but me. I think that's been one of the main sources...
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You know what hurts more than anything else in the world? It's giving advice to your crush (who you just spent an excrutiating amount of time and resources devising the most romantic, sweep-you-off-your-feet Valentine's Day gift for) about her current crush (who isn't you) about how to cope with the rocky start of their new "relationship".
Happy Valentine's Day, Ryon. I think I'm going to...
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Happy Valentine's Day, Ryon. I think I'm going to...
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Me = heartbroken.
So, at about 10pm last night, I decided to head over to Hudson's to try out the Dungeons and Dragons Online beta. It was pretty thrilling. It was me, Jason, Wihl and Hudson communicating over <a href="www.ventrilo.com">Ventrilo</a> and performing many an epic quest. I wish now that I'd gotten a few screenshots of my nifty halfling wizard, but I'm not too concerned as he's probably...
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lenox:
ooo I'll join ^_____^
woohoocthulhu:
Woot! More members to the fray!
I just got back from the B-Fest that Jeff hosted at his place today. Let me begin by saying that I had an absolute blast. Here are the movies we watched -
Puppet Master II (Torch is my favorite)
Battlefield Earth (Why the fuck was everything at an angle?)
Superman IV (I hope Kevin Spacey doesn't inherit Gene Hackman's Luthor wardrobe...)
Apocalypse Zero (Quite possibly...
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Puppet Master II (Torch is my favorite)
Battlefield Earth (Why the fuck was everything at an angle?)
Superman IV (I hope Kevin Spacey doesn't inherit Gene Hackman's Luthor wardrobe...)
Apocalypse Zero (Quite possibly...
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Things are finally beginning to stabilize a bit. Oddly enough, I blame my whole melancholy funk on a severe lack of bed. Its amazing what not sleeping on the floor can do for a person.
It may be as slow as a zombie, but I finally have my very own internet connection.
I put good 'ol Frog up as a placeholder until I can get a few more interesting pics of yours truly up around here.
Not much news. Still a bit melancholy, though I'm not sure why.
I really want to find someone to take with me when I got see Wicked in a few weeks.
Not much news. Still a bit melancholy, though I'm not sure why.
I really want to find someone to take with me when I got see Wicked in a few weeks.
Eh. Updated my picture. Sasuke-kun is a poor substitute for my lovely visage.
I'm feeling a bit better than I was yesterday, as well. To be honest, I never cease to be amazed by the healing power of videogames. Dorky as it may sound.
After some Mario Kart DS interspersed with cruising some of my old haunts out here in CO, I was able to...
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I'm feeling a bit better than I was yesterday, as well. To be honest, I never cease to be amazed by the healing power of videogames. Dorky as it may sound.
After some Mario Kart DS interspersed with cruising some of my old haunts out here in CO, I was able to...
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Haven't been on in a while, but I'll share with you all what's been going on in some of my other blogs -
Well, another day, another frantic leap for internet access when it becomes available to me. This is getting ridiculous.
Actually, life is pretty ridiculous right now, in general. I hate my apartment. I hate my job. I hate myself. I've turned into...
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Well, another day, another frantic leap for internet access when it becomes available to me. This is getting ridiculous.
Actually, life is pretty ridiculous right now, in general. I hate my apartment. I hate my job. I hate myself. I've turned into...
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ari:
Wow...
You.hit.the.nail.flat.on.the.head...
This journal post was like I was reading my thoughts...
...
I'm still in a state of shock, and I don't know what to say really.
"I've turned into this bitter, resentful, jealous thing. I have very little drive. I wake up every morning, tell my alarm clock to go fuck itself and then proceed to do the barest minimum required until I can fall back asleep and escape reality. I knew this was going to be hard. I knew this was going to be a trial. I didn't know that I'd be losing bits of myself along the way.
"All that aside, I'm struggling and I'm struggling hard. I'm plagued by te notion that leaving Colorado (Detroit) was not my best idea. I had it really good there..."
Sighhhhh...
Hit.on.the.head.
I'm in a kinda weird mood... I don't really know how to express to you how reading this journal has touched me...
Just know it has.
You.hit.the.nail.flat.on.the.head...
This journal post was like I was reading my thoughts...
...
I'm still in a state of shock, and I don't know what to say really.
"I've turned into this bitter, resentful, jealous thing. I have very little drive. I wake up every morning, tell my alarm clock to go fuck itself and then proceed to do the barest minimum required until I can fall back asleep and escape reality. I knew this was going to be hard. I knew this was going to be a trial. I didn't know that I'd be losing bits of myself along the way.
"All that aside, I'm struggling and I'm struggling hard. I'm plagued by te notion that leaving Colorado (Detroit) was not my best idea. I had it really good there..."
Sighhhhh...
Hit.on.the.head.
I'm in a kinda weird mood... I don't really know how to express to you how reading this journal has touched me...
Just know it has.
woohoocthulhu:
Well, I'm very glad to have found a kindred spirit. Likewise, I know what its like to read something (usually a blog) and not be able to find the write words. It means an immense amount to me, though, that it meant even a little something to you.
So, you know...go us...
So, you know...go us...
Ahh. Finally, internet. It won't last, I know, but its good to have for the few days that we'll be celebrating Winter-een-mas early.
LAN parties rule.
So, here's the update -
-Still no prospects for internet at the apartment.
-I miss posting here and chatting with all my friends on SG (old and new)
-Winter-een-mas is early this year and I have a bunch of...
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LAN parties rule.
So, here's the update -
-Still no prospects for internet at the apartment.
-I miss posting here and chatting with all my friends on SG (old and new)
-Winter-een-mas is early this year and I have a bunch of...
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