wonderwaffles

Things have been a littie wierd up in here. I'm something in the midst of switching streams. The Shack has outlived it's usefulness and given me quite enough money.

As I'm doing that, the Shack changes so that I'm damn near essential to it's daily operation. Way to make me feel guilty....

I've got people ringing me up to offer me better opportunities than this. Included in that is a game shop that will pay me to actually help run the business...you know, in a position where I can actually affect the future of a company. This excites me, but at the same time makes me nervous that I won't be able to drop it like a stone when I want to jet off to NYC. Which now has a near-official month.

So, Shack pays me, people call me, game shop offers me sweet sweet control, NYC is giving it's siren's call, and I feel sort of stuck in a mental drag, unable to do much with the creativity in my system recently. Plus, I need to finish that paper (still) and pay off some college.

I need, like, a week to just get my bearings. And I can see things going frighteningly downhill until I get it...scary. Still, we'll see what happens.