Hiya, hiya, hiya!
Well, we finished filming "Fossil" on Wednesday and that night I FINALLY GOT TO SHAVE OFF THAT FUCKING BEARD!!! (I know, caps are obnoxious, but so am I
) Check out my pics for the whole sequence of "trimming".
Then, Friday was the start of Spring Break here at school and I was starting to think "What to do, what to do?"...
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Well, we finished filming "Fossil" on Wednesday and that night I FINALLY GOT TO SHAVE OFF THAT FUCKING BEARD!!! (I know, caps are obnoxious, but so am I
) Check out my pics for the whole sequence of "trimming".
Then, Friday was the start of Spring Break here at school and I was starting to think "What to do, what to do?"...
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w00t!
The first phase of my diet is over! And no, it's not fuckin' Atkins, though I guess there are similarties...I went to these personal trainers back in Seattle over winter break, former Navy 'Seals' types of trainers (Jesus, they knew how to make you work for that hour) at a place called CrossFit North. They're the ones that hipped me to a book...
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The first phase of my diet is over! And no, it's not fuckin' Atkins, though I guess there are similarties...I went to these personal trainers back in Seattle over winter break, former Navy 'Seals' types of trainers (Jesus, they knew how to make you work for that hour) at a place called CrossFit North. They're the ones that hipped me to a book...
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xandra:
I started a diet last week..but YES it IS ATKINS....and yes this young woman does go to your school
dickiev:
I feel ya buddy. It seems like the first year was so uncomplicated...you know, just don't pick up, suit up and show up, do the next right thing. Now I seem to be attracting drama from all side. I guess this is where we learn to practice these principles in all our affairs. Hang in there, and help someone else.
Mother of God, spring has sprung, I am so wound, for what reason, I don't know...got decently cast in our next production, the budget is going to be huge and right now my schedule is managable; so why are my shorts in such a knot? 
I mean, I've been sober for a year now but I feel like such a non-drinkin' DORK, 'specially on this...
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I mean, I've been sober for a year now but I feel like such a non-drinkin' DORK, 'specially on this... Read More
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fishbat:
I dunno... maybe...
vastad:
No worries about the response. As you can see, I take a while to respond myself, so no hard feelings.
A fire?!?! Wow.
I don't think you're getting weird. I think you're just figuring out what used to matter, what used to make sense, just doesn't now. I think it's a good thing. You can get better focus without letting the distractions that used to have such power over you suck you in.
You AREN'T in the best environment, because it seems like the young'uns are onto something, seeming to have a better time than you are. And maybe the drink is part of it....?
I feel the same way sometimes, with nearly a decade on some of the kids here. But I've done all that "young-and-stupid" stuff, and all it's ever made me feel like is shit.
Naaah...I'm just waiting personally. There's a hobby or career or activity or something that's just right for me, waiting. For now, I just stick with my real friends and my computer. VERY geeky but I don't care, because the alternatives didn't make me feel as good.
A fire?!?! Wow.
I don't think you're getting weird. I think you're just figuring out what used to matter, what used to make sense, just doesn't now. I think it's a good thing. You can get better focus without letting the distractions that used to have such power over you suck you in.
You AREN'T in the best environment, because it seems like the young'uns are onto something, seeming to have a better time than you are. And maybe the drink is part of it....?
I feel the same way sometimes, with nearly a decade on some of the kids here. But I've done all that "young-and-stupid" stuff, and all it's ever made me feel like is shit.
Naaah...I'm just waiting personally. There's a hobby or career or activity or something that's just right for me, waiting. For now, I just stick with my real friends and my computer. VERY geeky but I don't care, because the alternatives didn't make me feel as good.
Hey everybody-
computer's been down a coupla days- lost power to my apartment.
More later
computer's been down a coupla days- lost power to my apartment.
More later
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clara:
I think she's got arthritis from living outside for most of her life.
fishbat:
Tell me about it... spud
Whoo Hoo!
Only one more night of the play & apparently I just keep getting better.
There was a fire at the school tonight & a bunch of the kids have to sleep in the gym or at a hotel...the hits just keep coming! 
On a more personal note, I am continually amazed at the extremely cool things, situations & now people that my HP...
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Only one more night of the play & apparently I just keep getting better.
There was a fire at the school tonight & a bunch of the kids have to sleep in the gym or at a hotel...the hits just keep coming!
On a more personal note, I am continually amazed at the extremely cool things, situations & now people that my HP...
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vastad:
Hi.
btw, I saw some of your posts in the Eastern Religion group. Cool...I didn't know you were interested in the I Ching.
So are you an active Taoist?
btw, I saw some of your posts in the Eastern Religion group. Cool...I didn't know you were interested in the I Ching.
So are you an active Taoist?
Ugh! I just read what I wrote and 
Goes to show what a night of insomnia will do to my head
Anyone ever seen "Heart Like a Wheel"?
Always gets the tears going
Goes to show what a night of insomnia will do to my head
Anyone ever seen "Heart Like a Wheel"?
Always gets the tears going
Today I'm feeling a heartache...
The sound of someone else's breath in my ear is so much fog in my memory.
How much longer does the artist have to suffer...Is it a choice?
The sound of someone else's breath in my ear is so much fog in my memory.
How much longer does the artist have to suffer...Is it a choice?
OK, here we go...
check out my pics...
God help me
check out my pics...
God help me
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michael_desade:
pictures like that remind me why I don't climb mountains.
yawg:
Nice photos!!Good job taking over the martial arts group.
Time to write, my ass is getting lazy...got my One-Year coin last night, rad!
School's cool, so far...ah, I'll write more later.
Later
School's cool, so far...ah, I'll write more later.
Later
dickiev:
Once again, congratulations. I agree, school is cool. I'm having fun, but then again, I'm getting paid to be there this time.
Sweet Mother of Buddha...I am so sore. I started doing these workouts on my Winter Break back here at home in Seattle. Gawd, they are totally kickin' my butt and dropping my ass flat (well, actually that's not accurate because the sheer volume of squats we do will leave my ass anything but flat )
It really feels so good to work out like...
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It really feels so good to work out like...
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lolita:
her name is dolly!
yawg:
That's funny(but not HA HA funny).One of the reasons I took up Aikido was on the recomendation of a friend who thought it would help me stay clean and so far it's worked.I find it's real good for focusing the mind.
(yeah esp when the girls were gyrating in my face, she was like, "They LOVE you!" i'm glad she supports my whoreness.)