womandish

Run, run fast.
We ran away from it all.

Take off your clothes and
Let me see what is driving your flesh.
Just focus on what's next.

Under the childishness and in defiance,
Buried connections crack like concrete.

Our deep coldness within that never numbs.
Each lone step tears, gazing up ahead for eyes to contact.

Is it the way we create, practicing our lives?...
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haha this summer has been fucking awesome overall, and now august is going to be the insane harvest of festivities.
on a whim i bought tickets to the last Sleater-Kinney show in Portland, OR. i really don't have the money to go....but i gave in and asked my mom for a train ticket. she owes me, so i took the money and run'd.
yeah, this...
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FROTHY ONION_EYED BUGBEAR



i am having such a good time.

even with a traffic infraction (i ran a yellow/red light) today was awesome and cool.

chillin' like a villain.

okay so suicidegirls is only till 2007 for me...
by then i need to be in school.
technical college or learning a skilled trade.

there must be so much skateboarding and drawing this summer!
and i...
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Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing,
And like enough thou know'st thy estimate:
The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing;
My bonds in thee are all determinate.
For how do I hold thee but by thy granting?
And for that riches where is my deserving?
The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting,
And so my patent back again is...
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"if i could i'd wish it all away..."

here sits,
a molten lava heart
of stone and churning flame.

Perhaps there is safety in logic,
but danger is so much more appealing...

I cannot receive everything I need from just one person.
You have to be careful, dont be with people
for the wrong reasons.

What are the right reasons?

?

I need someone to...
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wassup?

i quit my job at the tattoo shop...seemingly on good terms. they asked if i might be availible on call sometime.

Really I just need to quit pizza hut. On all job interviews and trips to drop of resumes I must wear my glass retainers, cause now I have some metal labret studs on each side.

Originally i was trying to go part time...
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the month is over already, somehow!

well i worked my second weekend at Top Tattoo and piercing. got to break down tattoo stations and be the shop bitch for three consecutive days.

its pretty cool, everyone jokes around a lot and talks loads of shit. basically there are some strong personalities, today we had a "phrase of the day" which was QuEeR.
and i got...
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**happy-dance***

there are two 12 gauge glass flatbacks in my lip. the left one is right next to my scar tissue, and more tender. Brett is an awesome piercer, so precise. it would be an honor to work along side him, even if the shop is a little shady.

also i own a hp pavillion a1320n. very nice new computer, with the same screen. now...
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this fever is eating at my soul....

i been sick for a few days, having asthma since birth greatly lowers yer immune system so i get sick like once every two months or so.

bleh, its so depressing when i have no desire to eat. a nickname of mine is the EAT-BEAST...which eats all that doesn't eat her first.

(some exceptions may apply.)

i let...
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life sometime throws random things at you, and they appear out of thin air.

i am grateful for late night chats, and motivated to be less pissy and really treat everyone the way i want to be treated.

also i cannot hold myself back anymore i have to push myself forward. i am sick of always waiting for someone to give me permission or hand...
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