I feel crappy!!
Everytime my kids mom comes to visit it just opens up old wounds and pours salt in em. We get along fine but I have to deal with her shit. She was sposed to help me pack up some of this mess here and help me clean up, instead she comes in much later than expected and sits around, and does nothing the whole time. I even ended up washing a load of her laundry because she never got around to doing it, cause I'm that nice of a guy. I love being around her but in the end I just end up feeling shat upon. I need a renewed social life, some good friends, and maybe a non-serious girl to hang out with and cuddle and all that. I hope being back in BG will be part of the answer. At least I'll be around intelligent people again. I've met some new friends already, and they seem to be cool. Now I need a job. I think I got a place it's small but nice. maybe I can have a small PT the week after next or something to celebrate my success since my boys wil be with thier mother. I'll need something to cheer me up while they're away. Wow look I'm writing the great american novel already. Well take care all and have fun.

Today is yer brother's birthday and I'm still trying to think of something sweet to do for him...maybe a membership to SG would do the trick....you think??
We're still waiting on the vonage hookup, so C will be able to call you for free pretty soon.
Sorry you had a bad time with the ex...I think youre a prince for putting up with the shit that you do!