I got some Djarum blacks downtown today.
I went and took Emily some food and deposited some money, so she could go see this guy in Va that she cheated on me, and may be leaving me for. I don't know why I put up with it, I guess I hope she'll make the right choice and stay with me an the kids but it hurts that she's going to visit him. It hurts alot! Well if she leaves hopefullyI can get back to dating eventually. My kids are most important though, and getting back to school and finishing my degree comes second, So that I can get a good job and give my boys the life they deserve. Oh well, before this turns into a novel I'll stop.


I went and took Emily some food and deposited some money, so she could go see this guy in Va that she cheated on me, and may be leaving me for. I don't know why I put up with it, I guess I hope she'll make the right choice and stay with me an the kids but it hurts that she's going to visit him. It hurts alot! Well if she leaves hopefullyI can get back to dating eventually. My kids are most important though, and getting back to school and finishing my degree comes second, So that I can get a good job and give my boys the life they deserve. Oh well, before this turns into a novel I'll stop.
