wolverine43

Not having a good day today, I am falling fast this having no job thing is really starting to get to me, my mind is racing in over draft right now, I can't cope.. I migfht have lost my best friend in the process she has meant soo much to me not sure if I can ever bring back the way we were I miss her and I need her..

When I am like this I deal with it by drinking tons of alcohol, spending loads of money, having sex, and just wallowing in self pity..

Sorry for the sad blog this time just needed to vent and get it off my chest