Time for some updates on how my life is going:
1) As some of you may have noticed from my previous blogs.. I have been going out more, Road Trip to Philadelphia, attending the Crue Fest concert.. Last month was crazy for B-days having celebrated 4 of them, have no idea how my liver was able to survive last months, not to mention my pocket book.. Last month was by far the busiest month I have ever had in my life.. Had a blast though so it is all good
2) Lots of changes at work, some of you may know that I work for a very large US conglomerate, in the Telecommunications industry.. Well as a result of this last month I was informed that my current boss who I have reported to for the last 8 years, and I would not be where I am today if not for her is being let go at the end of the year as a resut of this I now have a new boss who works in St. Louis.. I have met him and thus far he seems OK and we do have a good working relationship but still tough.. In addition to this one of my best friends who also works for the same company in the same office as I do and reports to the same person as I did was also informed that not only her but her entire department will be let go as of September 25.. She has been with the company for 8 years, so understandably she took the news extremely hard not to mention she has 2 kids still living with her one of which is hoping to go to the College at the end of the school year, my friend is a single mother with a mortgage so it is going to be tough.. I have tried my best to be there for her, but it was tough at the beginning, all her emotions were going crazy, causing her to vent on me that I had no problem with but she also said something to me that hurt me like she was jealous that I hung out with other people and that I still had a job.. We were able to work those things out and she is doing better..
I am not sure what will happen with all these changes going on and moral at work is at a all time low... well we will see I guess
3) I met this girl back in April, nothing serious and is strictly a friendship type relationship, she was the one I went to Philly with.. We have been spending a lot of time together, she is amazing and we get along real well.. This has caused somewhat of a strain amongst the aforemention work friend and another friend as I haven't been hanging out with them as much.. I detect some jealousy with my other friends, not sure what to make of this.. It isn't like they can not join us they chose not to, however both have made comments about the amount of time I an spending with her.. So now I find myself thinking about not hanging out with my new friend just so I can spend more time with my other friends..
4) Family wise things seem to be doing good, my middle sister appears to have finally moved on and is more or less separated from her hubby, it was his choice to leave the first time so fair is fair.. My mother is good her last appt with the doctor showed no more cancer, and she just has to monitor herself and see the doctor in 6 months..
5) I haven't really been a active participant on SG lately, between work and b-days it has been really hectic, so much so that I am now under the weather I think I just got burnt out and it has finally caught up with me..
6) In apprx 6 weeks October 12 to be exact it will be my birthday, not sure what to make of that, I am turning 45 kinda depressing.. Now people have said I do not look or act like 44 or even 45, and I do not feel that old, I have a pretty young outlook on most things, guess that is why all of my friends are younger then me, with most being in their 20s.. My friends have said they want to help me celebrate my b-day and go out and have a big bash ( I have made myself available for all their b-days this year at least 7 celebrations thus far) , I appreciate that but not sure if I will be in the mood I may just decide to stay home alone if that is at all possible, guess we will see..
7) Even though I have had one of the busiest months on record for me, and maybe it is because summer is coming to an end but kinda feeling lonely and depressed, maybe it is because I am getting older not sure just would be nice to find someone and actually have a relationship, at my age I just have no idea where you go for that lol not to mention I really have nothing in common with people my age, generally attracted to people younger then me, that attractions tends to work against me
Well thats all the update on my life and how I am doing.. Hope everyone had an awesome sex filled summer
ciao for now
OH and no blog is complete with out some pics
A few pics I took last weekend that I thought were cool
More Pole dancing I never learn lol
1) As some of you may have noticed from my previous blogs.. I have been going out more, Road Trip to Philadelphia, attending the Crue Fest concert.. Last month was crazy for B-days having celebrated 4 of them, have no idea how my liver was able to survive last months, not to mention my pocket book.. Last month was by far the busiest month I have ever had in my life.. Had a blast though so it is all good
2) Lots of changes at work, some of you may know that I work for a very large US conglomerate, in the Telecommunications industry.. Well as a result of this last month I was informed that my current boss who I have reported to for the last 8 years, and I would not be where I am today if not for her is being let go at the end of the year as a resut of this I now have a new boss who works in St. Louis.. I have met him and thus far he seems OK and we do have a good working relationship but still tough.. In addition to this one of my best friends who also works for the same company in the same office as I do and reports to the same person as I did was also informed that not only her but her entire department will be let go as of September 25.. She has been with the company for 8 years, so understandably she took the news extremely hard not to mention she has 2 kids still living with her one of which is hoping to go to the College at the end of the school year, my friend is a single mother with a mortgage so it is going to be tough.. I have tried my best to be there for her, but it was tough at the beginning, all her emotions were going crazy, causing her to vent on me that I had no problem with but she also said something to me that hurt me like she was jealous that I hung out with other people and that I still had a job.. We were able to work those things out and she is doing better..
I am not sure what will happen with all these changes going on and moral at work is at a all time low... well we will see I guess
3) I met this girl back in April, nothing serious and is strictly a friendship type relationship, she was the one I went to Philly with.. We have been spending a lot of time together, she is amazing and we get along real well.. This has caused somewhat of a strain amongst the aforemention work friend and another friend as I haven't been hanging out with them as much.. I detect some jealousy with my other friends, not sure what to make of this.. It isn't like they can not join us they chose not to, however both have made comments about the amount of time I an spending with her.. So now I find myself thinking about not hanging out with my new friend just so I can spend more time with my other friends..
4) Family wise things seem to be doing good, my middle sister appears to have finally moved on and is more or less separated from her hubby, it was his choice to leave the first time so fair is fair.. My mother is good her last appt with the doctor showed no more cancer, and she just has to monitor herself and see the doctor in 6 months..
5) I haven't really been a active participant on SG lately, between work and b-days it has been really hectic, so much so that I am now under the weather I think I just got burnt out and it has finally caught up with me..
6) In apprx 6 weeks October 12 to be exact it will be my birthday, not sure what to make of that, I am turning 45 kinda depressing.. Now people have said I do not look or act like 44 or even 45, and I do not feel that old, I have a pretty young outlook on most things, guess that is why all of my friends are younger then me, with most being in their 20s.. My friends have said they want to help me celebrate my b-day and go out and have a big bash ( I have made myself available for all their b-days this year at least 7 celebrations thus far) , I appreciate that but not sure if I will be in the mood I may just decide to stay home alone if that is at all possible, guess we will see..
7) Even though I have had one of the busiest months on record for me, and maybe it is because summer is coming to an end but kinda feeling lonely and depressed, maybe it is because I am getting older not sure just would be nice to find someone and actually have a relationship, at my age I just have no idea where you go for that lol not to mention I really have nothing in common with people my age, generally attracted to people younger then me, that attractions tends to work against me
Well thats all the update on my life and how I am doing.. Hope everyone had an awesome sex filled summer
ciao for now OH and no blog is complete with out some pics
A few pics I took last weekend that I thought were cool
More Pole dancing I never learn lol
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