I am in a huge rut right now, I am bored and lonely.. I need to find something to get my creative juices going again, something that excites me.. I need a change.. Just have no idea what I want to do it is frustrating 
Edit: a funny thing happened to me yesterday, I met this girl she is in her early 30s and full of life and energy I love people like that I feed it off it and it makes me feel better.. Sorry no relatioship potential.. However she is a model and actress usually works in New York and LA, but was born and raised in Vancouver, she is staying in Toronto for a bout a month.. Anyways, as soon as she met me she asked if I too was in the business or something similar I laughed and said no, but I used to do Stand up at Yuk Yuks and wrote my own material..
But kinda drifted out of it and haven't done anything in a few years, she said I would do good in print modelling, I did a little of that in my 20s but too many scams out there, so got out of it..
She suggested I try to get back into the comedy and try the print modelling, that I would do well at it and have a good look lol flatering yes, not sure if she was feeding me BS or not..
I would need to find a agent that I trusted so, not sure just kinda made me feel good, guess that is why I feel in a rut today.. Oh well we wil see
Well I am off for a long walk to clear my head I think I need it right now
Edit: a funny thing happened to me yesterday, I met this girl she is in her early 30s and full of life and energy I love people like that I feed it off it and it makes me feel better.. Sorry no relatioship potential.. However she is a model and actress usually works in New York and LA, but was born and raised in Vancouver, she is staying in Toronto for a bout a month.. Anyways, as soon as she met me she asked if I too was in the business or something similar I laughed and said no, but I used to do Stand up at Yuk Yuks and wrote my own material..
But kinda drifted out of it and haven't done anything in a few years, she said I would do good in print modelling, I did a little of that in my 20s but too many scams out there, so got out of it..
She suggested I try to get back into the comedy and try the print modelling, that I would do well at it and have a good look lol flatering yes, not sure if she was feeding me BS or not..
I would need to find a agent that I trusted so, not sure just kinda made me feel good, guess that is why I feel in a rut today.. Oh well we wil see
Well I am off for a long walk to clear my head I think I need it right now
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Therefore, I edited it to pay tribute to the wonderful people here.
But it's still time to move on. Well, at least in 12 days.
Take care yourself.
ps. i only made 12. and well my brother just moved back for the summer from vancouver. and he's a growing boy. so chances are by the time i leave, there isn't going to be any left. but i know the best place to get you some cupcakes. hopefully those'll do. :]