To the Orgasmobile, my Buick Century
So just finished watching Orgazmo which is hilarious and drinking somewhat heavily. Why drink heavily you ask if I'm trying to lose weight? Because I was in a bad mood that's why. I have some bullshit to deal with my ex. It was fun weekend and there are in theory no problems, but just gotta sort some shit out.
Also, the NIN show for tomorrow was cancelled and rescheduled to November 19th. This is fine, but the one, THE ONE, thing I was looking forward to this week *poof* gone. So, sad me
Oh well, at least I get to see The Dreaming on October 22nd. Speaking of which, that show is part of a "gothic butterfly ball" so, anyone have any idea how I should goth myself up. I want to, but I need some fashion tips. Help me out!!!
Jesus and I love you
Yeah, so I got to reflecting. Been doing that a lot this week. I'm also a 40 and 4 beers down (+2 at Subrosa's beer at the beach thing) so....don't listen to me. But I've been thinking a lot as to what I try to dedicate my life to. I in general, try to make most everyone happy with my life. My parents, my self, etc. But lately, I've been thinking that my effort is misplaced and I am not getting the feedback I deserve for what I give people. So, fuck that. I'm not caring about those people any more. I'm refocusing on my life to me, maybe Subrosa and Hellonurse too.....but I'm done being a door mat.
Mood: Pretty fucking good now, except the no NIN part
*Cue a Subrosa being digusted by my choice of band here....I don't like them much either*
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I cared too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Papa Roach - Scars
So just finished watching Orgazmo which is hilarious and drinking somewhat heavily. Why drink heavily you ask if I'm trying to lose weight? Because I was in a bad mood that's why. I have some bullshit to deal with my ex. It was fun weekend and there are in theory no problems, but just gotta sort some shit out.
Also, the NIN show for tomorrow was cancelled and rescheduled to November 19th. This is fine, but the one, THE ONE, thing I was looking forward to this week *poof* gone. So, sad me
Oh well, at least I get to see The Dreaming on October 22nd. Speaking of which, that show is part of a "gothic butterfly ball" so, anyone have any idea how I should goth myself up. I want to, but I need some fashion tips. Help me out!!!
Jesus and I love you
Yeah, so I got to reflecting. Been doing that a lot this week. I'm also a 40 and 4 beers down (+2 at Subrosa's beer at the beach thing) so....don't listen to me. But I've been thinking a lot as to what I try to dedicate my life to. I in general, try to make most everyone happy with my life. My parents, my self, etc. But lately, I've been thinking that my effort is misplaced and I am not getting the feedback I deserve for what I give people. So, fuck that. I'm not caring about those people any more. I'm refocusing on my life to me, maybe Subrosa and Hellonurse too.....but I'm done being a door mat.
Mood: Pretty fucking good now, except the no NIN part
*Cue a Subrosa being digusted by my choice of band here....I don't like them much either*
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I cared too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Papa Roach - Scars
auralpleasure:
go for self. that's a good plan.