Stand Up on Hold..
So I really should be sleeping so I can go to work tomorrow, but oh well.....
Stand up comedy is on hold for now. Been way too busy at work and I haven't afforded myself time to work out, let alone think of new material. I am going to try to become less busy and back on the open mic stuff soon. Perhaps in the next 2 weeks I can do an open mic somewhere, I'll keep everyone posted.
Texas was cool, I didn't do much. Just relaxed, forgot all my worries and didn't even think about work
Reoccuring Ex
So, lately (past few weeks) my first girlfriend kept reappearing in dreams of mine. Then, somewhat out of the blue, roughly 2 weeks ago, she IMs me. Not sure why she still has my at work screen name on her buddy list, but ok....a little back story first...
She's Israeli, came here on a student visa, I even went to Israel with her for a few weeks. I loved her as she is the only person I've ever said that to. She thought I "didn't love her enough" because I didn't say it 100 times a day. She basically cheated on me and we broke up (she ended it). Later, she admitted she was wrong and I loved her way more than she thought and yada yada yada, but the damage was done...bam..
We sort of fell on bad terms after a while due to us both being dumb and immature. She sort of hated(s) me and wouldn't speak to each other for years on end.....
Back to the present. So she IMs me and I'm fully expecting a "So...yeah...um my student visa just ran out and I can't seem to get a work visa through my job and I would like to stay in the country, so can we have a sham marriage to get me citizenship then we can divorce after a year" sort of thing. But that would have been too funny. No, a mutual acquaintance of ours was asking about me; lame. We caught up for a bit. She apparently doesn't hate me anymore and we may mend fences soon.
But I got to thinking about her even more after that and how dumb/immature/naive I was WAY back in 2001-2002. There are a few songs that are integral to my "break up 2002" era. So my next few "entry lyrics" may be from songs of that era/mood (I will give indication if they are). So expect it. I don't know why I've been thinking about her a lot. I piece of me still loves her and always will, but I would NEVER subject myself to that bullshit again. It's just first love syndrome.
I think somehow I'm slowly reflecting on my whole life.
Track 01 of "Boner Jams '03" err "Break Up '02"....
Is he everything youve dreamed of?
I imagine he is so much more than me
I tried to make you happy
But I believe you thrive on misery
Stabbing Westward - Happy
Note: These songs didn't necessarily come out in 2002 (although most did), they just happen to be songs I listened to during that period of time.
Mood: relaxed
So I really should be sleeping so I can go to work tomorrow, but oh well.....
Stand up comedy is on hold for now. Been way too busy at work and I haven't afforded myself time to work out, let alone think of new material. I am going to try to become less busy and back on the open mic stuff soon. Perhaps in the next 2 weeks I can do an open mic somewhere, I'll keep everyone posted.
Texas was cool, I didn't do much. Just relaxed, forgot all my worries and didn't even think about work
Reoccuring Ex
So, lately (past few weeks) my first girlfriend kept reappearing in dreams of mine. Then, somewhat out of the blue, roughly 2 weeks ago, she IMs me. Not sure why she still has my at work screen name on her buddy list, but ok....a little back story first...
She's Israeli, came here on a student visa, I even went to Israel with her for a few weeks. I loved her as she is the only person I've ever said that to. She thought I "didn't love her enough" because I didn't say it 100 times a day. She basically cheated on me and we broke up (she ended it). Later, she admitted she was wrong and I loved her way more than she thought and yada yada yada, but the damage was done...bam..
We sort of fell on bad terms after a while due to us both being dumb and immature. She sort of hated(s) me and wouldn't speak to each other for years on end.....
Back to the present. So she IMs me and I'm fully expecting a "So...yeah...um my student visa just ran out and I can't seem to get a work visa through my job and I would like to stay in the country, so can we have a sham marriage to get me citizenship then we can divorce after a year" sort of thing. But that would have been too funny. No, a mutual acquaintance of ours was asking about me; lame. We caught up for a bit. She apparently doesn't hate me anymore and we may mend fences soon.
But I got to thinking about her even more after that and how dumb/immature/naive I was WAY back in 2001-2002. There are a few songs that are integral to my "break up 2002" era. So my next few "entry lyrics" may be from songs of that era/mood (I will give indication if they are). So expect it. I don't know why I've been thinking about her a lot. I piece of me still loves her and always will, but I would NEVER subject myself to that bullshit again. It's just first love syndrome.
I think somehow I'm slowly reflecting on my whole life.
Track 01 of "Boner Jams '03" err "Break Up '02"....
Is he everything youve dreamed of?
I imagine he is so much more than me
I tried to make you happy
But I believe you thrive on misery
Stabbing Westward - Happy
Note: These songs didn't necessarily come out in 2002 (although most did), they just happen to be songs I listened to during that period of time.
Mood: relaxed
Fuckin fuck.