
I have so many important things to do and feel like I'm spinning.
I do nothing.

so, i think i'll weedeat the yard or clean, or something.
I want to paint, to unpack anything that makes me feel like this, any small part of it, is my own.
I miss lampkin. But if i were near her she'd just grumble at me and then bounce of sulking, looking for someone to chase.
If i unpack , I plant myself in this chipped cracked terra cotta pot.
let's just see what happens next...

johnyutah:
in response to your inquerry of a sliding scale. I could take monthly payments or really good mix tapes.