I really hate the way that I am. I'm in the middle of an... anxiety attack? some other kind of mental breakdown? I don't fucking know what to call it. I'm not well at the moment. I'm rocking back and forth and wringing my hands together so much they're turning red. I just can't function. I need help, I need to talk to someone. But what do I do instead? I cook dinner. I pretend that I'm okay. I hide what I'm going through from everyone. Wouldn't want to burden them with my bullshit, right? And this is why I started the blog the way I did. I really hate that I can't just reach out to people for help without feeling like I'm a problem. I wish I understood what was going on in my head. I really do.
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wolfwood1203:
@fredhincanada @cerebus666 Thanks, I appreciate it. Yesterday was just a bad day I guess.
fredhincanada:
We all have bad days, for sure. But we're here. Reach out to us, my friend. At least we can let you vent against us.