I need help. I think I've finally hit a point with my mental health that I can no longer handle this on my own. No resources at hand to accomplish this though. I'm lost again. I really just need someone to talk to. But I can't talk to family, they don't understand (sounds cliche, I know). It doesn't help that to the people who know me, there's nothing wrong. I've done a phenomenal job hiding everything from them. Hell, as open as I am here, I hide it all from you as well. I got so good at it, that I even had myself convinced. But I realized today, that I can't do this alone anymore, and I can't hide the state of my mental health anymore. I can't call anyone to talk to, because I'd feel like I'm burdening them. I would talk if I didn't feel like it was a bother, but reaching out is just too hard.
