wolfwood

So yesterday I woke up, and I decided to call in sick to work because then I could stay home and study for my midterms, but I ended up sleeping all day (from like 11 pm Tuesday night until 5:30 pm Wednesday afternoon, with some interruptions), which really sucked because then I also didn't go to my one class yesterday, and until then I hadn't missed any classes so far this semester, which is a big accomplishment for me. And it also sucked because I was going to study all day and then go to my dad's and work to make up for the hours I lost at the library, and then spend some time with Neil, but then I wasted the whole day sleeping. So then I did some studying for anthropology, and then I went to be at midnight, got up at five, did some more studying, and now I still need to study more for that, plus I need to study for my syntax midterm, and I need to do my Dutch homework for the last two days. My first class, phonology, is just a review, and she said she was going to make us all ask questions (that is basically our review; she already gave us a study guide), so I'm thinking I should just skip it and spend the time studying, but then, I don't want to get into the habit of missing lots of classes like I did the last two semesters. And today just sucks anyway because I have to go to my dad's, and then I really want to spend some time with Neil, but I have to work at 8:15 tomorrow and I really don't want to be super tired all day at work, but Neil has to work at 6 am on Saturday, so if we don't do anything tonight, we won't see each other until Saturday, and that would really suck to go almost a week without seeing him (the last time I saw him was on Sunday). I think I'll probably just skip my first class and study. These midterms are like 25% or more of my grade. And then somehow this week I'm going to have to work a ton at my dad's so that I can make up the hours I missed at the library. And I was supposed to go check on my mom's birds yesterday but I didn't, and now I really want to go out there and check on them even though I need to study because I haven't been out there since Sunday,even though I am going out there this afternoon. I think I might just catch a bus out there now and then head down to the library until it's time for my test. Dammit, I'm really behind in everything now.