wolfwood

The party was good. We had enough people, even though no one from SG came , and there was enough drugs and everyone got along. Then I spent all of Sunday running around places with Neil, and now it's Monday and I should be getting chores done, but I'm just sitting here reading Francesca Lia Block books.

I got to ask Melanie what the hell is going on at the party. Her and Anthony have been gettig into screaming fights, and Lorien is mediating, and doing a good job. Melanie seems happier than she was. She looks better, and she's been getting out of the house and spending time with her friends instead of just being stuck there walking on eggshells around Anthony. He's being a total bastard. He spent all summer sitting inside playing his Warcraft beta 16 hours a day, and not seeing anyone or practicing his basoon like he's supposed to (2 hours a day at least) and never going anywhere and being in a bad mood all the time. He even said he was sicker than he was when he got a cold so he could stay home and not visit his relatives. Spending your entire summer in front of a computer is not a good idea, especially when you're in school and you have work to do and you're supposed to practice two hours a day. Melanie and him both push each other's buttons, but he has done nothing to make anything better, and the only reason she's staying really is because of emotional attachment and she doesn't want to leave him all alone, because he would be without her, and they're on the lease together. She even said id she met him now, they would not be dating. Like she's not even attracted to him anymore.

Nate is finally starting to hate Kiki, which is good and bad. Good, because he's not this bleeding-heart guy anymore, and bad because now they can never be in the same place together for a long time probably. At least he has a job and is going to school, so he doesn't sit in the house and sulk all day. I know the way Kiki did things was wrong, and I already though about that a lot, but I like being around her better than Nate, and I don't feel as sorry for Nate. Same with Anthony and Melanie. I feel like I always side with the girls, which isn't fair, because nothing is ever one person's fault. And I know a lot of the stuff Kiki does is selfish, and Melanie nags Anthony and can get all bitchy to him, but Kiki is seventeen, and that was her second relationship ever, and Anthony sulks all day and never even tries to go out with friends or just go anywhere or do anything else besides play Warcraft. Whatever though, they have to figure out what to do for themselves. School is starting in nine days, and I have things to do before then, and after school starts, everyone will be busy with that and there won't be as much time to worry about these things, which should help them go away.