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I think this guy I'm seeing could be gay. I really hope he's not gay. When I'm around him, he doesn't seem at all gay, but then later I'll be thinking about it, and it's like x and y and z, hmm, maybe he is gay and I just don't see it because I don't want to. But then, you think he would've come out by now since he's already 20, but who knows. I just really don't want to be dating a gay guy. If he is gay, I'll fucking beat the shit out of him. I don't care. I'd feel like such a complete idiot for everything. I'd definitely have to break some bones, or at least hit him a few times. He better not be gay. Just my luck I bet he is, because he's just my type and he's not ugly or a complete jackass so of course he must gay, because anything that seems to be too good to be true probably is. And the thing is, usually when I think someone's gay, they end up being gay. Like Mikey Klade, for years everyone is like "oh, he's totally gay," and then boom! As soon as he's in college, he finally comes out, but then again, in situations like that, there was a never a doubt that he was gay, and with Neil it's more like things that he does, like he's an artist and he used to be a dancer and he's tall and skinny and he has decent fashion sense, and he's kind of a dork about boy-girl stuff, rather than the actual just vibe I get from him. Like with Mikey or Chris, you just got the feeling they were gay; it wasn't necessarily anything that they did. But then with Brandon Rice it never occurred to me that he was gay, but he was. I don't know. I kind of want to just straight out ask Neil if he's gay, but then he might lie and say he's not even if he is, and just asking him would be really awkward and uncomfortable, so I don't really know what I'm going to do. I guess the main thing is that on Thursday I was like "Gee, Neil, you're an artist and you used to be a dancer? If you learn how to cook, you'll be officially delcared gay," you know, jokingly like and then on Saturday he's like "Remember [the thing I said]?" Well, at work they're making me cook now, and I'm like "Well, you'll be officially gay now," and he's like "yeah," but then there's not like an I'm-actually-not-gay-thing. A lot of sarcastic things tend to go over my head, but still. It just really bothers me. Maybe I'm just being neurotic, I know I definitely have some mental problems, but I don't want to get really into things and then have them just be wiped out completely, because even on a good day, I'd have a hell of a time dealing with that.
I think this guy I'm seeing could be gay. I really hope he's not gay. When I'm around him, he doesn't seem at all gay, but then later I'll be thinking about it, and it's like x and y and z, hmm, maybe he is gay and I just don't see it because I don't want to. But then, you think he would've come out by now since he's already 20, but who knows. I just really don't want to be dating a gay guy. If he is gay, I'll fucking beat the shit out of him. I don't care. I'd feel like such a complete idiot for everything. I'd definitely have to break some bones, or at least hit him a few times. He better not be gay. Just my luck I bet he is, because he's just my type and he's not ugly or a complete jackass so of course he must gay, because anything that seems to be too good to be true probably is. And the thing is, usually when I think someone's gay, they end up being gay. Like Mikey Klade, for years everyone is like "oh, he's totally gay," and then boom! As soon as he's in college, he finally comes out, but then again, in situations like that, there was a never a doubt that he was gay, and with Neil it's more like things that he does, like he's an artist and he used to be a dancer and he's tall and skinny and he has decent fashion sense, and he's kind of a dork about boy-girl stuff, rather than the actual just vibe I get from him. Like with Mikey or Chris, you just got the feeling they were gay; it wasn't necessarily anything that they did. But then with Brandon Rice it never occurred to me that he was gay, but he was. I don't know. I kind of want to just straight out ask Neil if he's gay, but then he might lie and say he's not even if he is, and just asking him would be really awkward and uncomfortable, so I don't really know what I'm going to do. I guess the main thing is that on Thursday I was like "Gee, Neil, you're an artist and you used to be a dancer? If you learn how to cook, you'll be officially delcared gay," you know, jokingly like and then on Saturday he's like "Remember [the thing I said]?" Well, at work they're making me cook now, and I'm like "Well, you'll be officially gay now," and he's like "yeah," but then there's not like an I'm-actually-not-gay-thing. A lot of sarcastic things tend to go over my head, but still. It just really bothers me. Maybe I'm just being neurotic, I know I definitely have some mental problems, but I don't want to get really into things and then have them just be wiped out completely, because even on a good day, I'd have a hell of a time dealing with that.
senones:
i've seen some gay guys that are married. some people do that. it's a front. he does sound a little gay. the clothes and fashion usually give it away. you should straight up aks him. as for me............ not gay
ovida:
Hmm, I'm a horrible judge of character so I can't really help with that...And your profile makes me giddy, not to mention your screen name 