Just a li'l '2019 Wisdom,' I suppose... and I suppose it could also be misconstrued a little...
I don't necessarily mean fear-fear, but DO something & BE someone that's gonna make those gods notice you're there & wonder what you'll do next !
make them pay attention - because YOU are the YOU you're meant to be, YOU're the capable one that'll shake up the world !
it doesn't have to be a huge shake up, even just being the best YOU can be enough to make quakes in your world
Work Hard ! Do Your Best ! Be Proud !
Do it with Respect & Honour & Loyalty - ignore the religious 'morality,' mock the purposefully ignorant, listen, learn, research, understand...
don't just follow foolishly, but don't just lead ignorantly, either
hells, better not to lead at all... but if someone wants to follow, point them the right direction to blaze their own paths
EVERYone views the world differently, has different experiences to build upon
let them experience the pleasures & the pain - let them know not to hold back ( within legal & lawful reason, of course! )
decry the masses - defy the bullshit - you don't have to be Perfect, but you can be Better !
you want an answer, THE answer ? then figure out the question(s) that are important to you, that fit YOU & who you (think) you are
there IS no one answer for everyone, there's only YOUR answer to YOUR question(s)
as time goes by, you may even find that your answer changes, fitting the new question(s), the who you are today rather than the who you were
and don't be afraid to keep changing, keep questioning, keep finding new answers - you may even surprise yourself !
and if that surprises others while you're at it - all the better...
if it gets others to Think, to Learn, to Query & Question & QUEST - then Helsyeh!
you don't have to be a god - but you can Live like one... and "Be Someone Even The Gods Fear"
ANYways... that's my buck-and-a-half, hope it was worth almost 6 weeks of waiting ;)
Keep Living & Enjoying Life, my Lovelies & Gentlefolk !!
barrage of twittage ::
10/21 : intriguing... my smrtphone won't work outside the US ( for calling/texting ), BUT as long as there's wi-fi, I discovered I can use my home phone service via my smrtphone to call or text - that's nice to know, should what I'm pondering for next year work out! :)
10/22 : before I get hit with a barrage of angry/nasty messages - again - *IF* someone is claiming we haven't talked in a long time, keep in mind I call at least once a month & they've only answered once this year ... and haven't called me in far longer - stow the anger, I do my part!
10/24 : realistic & depressing dreams last night - thankfully woke up feeling "that'd be my luck, could've been worse" rather than mad/sad/etc...
10/31 : yes, I'm being "lazy" & ordered some post-work food via uber eats ( for the 1st time )... what ?! it's friggin' freezing outside, I'm craving, AND it'd be just over an hour's walk each direction if I walked it - worth the delivery fee & tip :) <3
11/2 : *ah* relaxing 45m bath w/ lavender-mixed epsom salts... we'll see if this helps the last two days of these meds from the spendy UC visit *sighs* ... sure hope it does something 'cuz I'm outta 'next steps' to stop this infernal coughing :(
11/5 : ...on a side note, the UC visit was a waste, it appears, as I'm still having fits of coughing - follow up? "follow up w/ your physician" ...riiight, as if I own one of those - I'd have gone their 1st *yeesh*
11/6 : to quell rumourmills, I did get ahold of fathre &, no, they don't know yet what's causing his bp & pain
, yes, I promised to find a bp machine/kiosk to re-check mine & to save up t'visit a different UC (if I can get to one) for this cough
11/16 : bp per CVS is 149 / 84 - though the med counter guy said "systolic is off by 5" - so that 'd be... 144 / 84 or 149 / 79 ? ( don't know which is which )
...and my aortic stenosis & bicuspid valve could play a factor, too ?
11/17 : verified "systolic" is the upper number - so yesterday's bp test = ~144 / 84
again, aortic stenosis & bicuspid valve could play a factor
11/17 II : awww - the ubereats locales that I like & am craving are all "currently unavailable" *sighs* ... it's not that I'm lacking food, I'm just not getting an "I wanna eat this" vibe from what I have at home *meh*
11/17 III : it may sound wrong to some - but I found it perfectly fulfilling ... kids were playing, literally, ON the stairwell again right outside my apartment, so I stepped out and yelled - and scared the MOTHER of one enough to cry when I said "I KNOW you've been talked to about this!"
(cont.) : this 10min+ since is THE quietest this side of the apartment complex has been in YEARS ... guess I need to scare the ignorance out of the mother's more often ( seriously, the complex has already given all 3 apartments official warnings about their childrens' conduct )
11/22 : *ugh* TCL - did you REALLY have to go extremely religious this particular afternoon ? yeh, haven't even had you on for more than a few minutes & I'm already turnin' you off... there're particular things that can be kept to yourself if it's not "on topic," let alone has no point
11/27 : demned surprised that the city actually plowed the sidewalks sometime during the day today - usually after a snowstorm it's a good 24-48hrs before they do so... guess at least I didn't have to walk on the road on the way home ( people are... still... driving like idiots )
11/28 : someone in the building is cooking turkey, someone is cooking chicken... and someone is cooking some subway-yeasty-vegetable-something that smells like death incarnate rotting for weeks in the hot sun *gags* - side note : this is the most cars I've seen in the lot this holiday
11/28 II : btw - enjoy your turkey day... except for the canadians & everyone international I know that doesn't celebrate anything on this particular day of the year & think americans are just plain nuts ( btw - you're pretty much on the mark on that one *laughs* :) )
Several Weeks' Random Playlist (albums) ::
Wednesday 13 - Monsters Of The Universe: Come Out And Plague (1st half)
Drain STH - Freaks Of Nature
Pink - [multiple albums]
watched recently :
via rental/streaming:
Wynonna Earp (3rd Season)
Lost Girl (2nd Season)
Creepshow (1st Season)
Upgrade
The Babysitter (2017)
Southbound
Scary Stories To Tell In The Dark
Supernatural (11th & 12th Season)
X-Men: Dark Phoenix
Titans (2nd Season)
Lucifer (4th Season)
Daybreak (1st Season)
Father's Day
The Young Ones (1st Season)
The Mandalorian (1st Season)
The Muppets (1st Season)
Nektrotronic
The Stuff
Simpsons (1st Season)
Inhumans (1st Season)
Watchmen (1st Season)
ownedflix:
Trick'r Treat
Thir13en Ghosts
Grave Encounters
Screamers
Dark Night Of The Scarecrow
Horror High
Zoom
William Shakespeare's Romeo + Juliet
Disney's Freaky Friday (2003)
RoboCop
Tales From The Crypt Presents: Demon Knight
Billy Madison
Undead
Munchies
Urban Legend
Urban Legends: Final Cut
-thom Wolfox sR Rhose, AK/GOT (OOP)
unusualist - I have yet to find a religion and/or spirituality that fits my own personal beliefs... other than, of course, the fact I am a (fallen) god.
( y'just now figured out that I'm basically a non-practicing hedonist? "if it feels good, do it, if it feels bad, you're doing it wrong" )
( "Be Someone Even The Gods Fear" (2019 'Wisdom') )
( "I believe in the proven power of willpower and the truth we are the gods we created. No one being created this universe and its wonders." )
( "the words of wisdom I follow will be the words I've written myself based on the life and experiences that I have Lived, Enjoyed, & Survived" )
( "may the platelets of justice travel the bloodstream of villainy, clog its arteries with honourable vengeance, and induce a coronary of truth" )
( "we are all inmates in the same asylum, some of us are just better at bribing the guards" )
( "In a previous life I was the engine block to a '56 chevy, I lost my heart to a Volkswagen Bus... er, wait - or was that a '57?" )
( "Godfuck Me, Jesus!" )
"Lately, we've been playing music by this chap named Bieber, gosh, you should hear the screams"
"Just fear me, love me, do as I say, and I will be your slave..."
"Oh, man. I'm sensing something very canadian about this place..."
"It's all true, god's an astronaut, Oz is over the rainbow, and Midian is where the monsters live..."
Jax : "yay for you, do you want a cookie or a bozo button?"