wolfgarden

I'm in a dark place, but it's a place of necessity. We can't always be in the light, and I think I like it better here for now. I don't want to leave, so I won't. I won't leave everything behind, either. I can coexist, for now. When I can't anymore, I can only hope someone will be there to help me.

The experiences in this place are much different than the rose-tinted experiences of high school. After living a CW drama my high school life, it's refreshing to leave that and end up here, on this sort of...unconventional road. Well, it is conventional, in a way, for all the people like me who just sort of let things happen. It's the third prong on the fork in the road. The true alternative. You can go bad or you can go good, but only a few of us go neutral. Neutral is where I'm walking, but maybe it's the dark side of neutral. The light and dark of neutrality are idealism and realism. You can deduce where I am. I'm floating through life rather productively. It's interesting.

I like it. Can it still be dark if I like it?

Chyeah. I suppose it can.