the closer and closer i get to the end of this deployment i think about my transition to civilian world and i dont think im gonna like it cause all and all people are stupid being over here with my buddies and with other military units you kinda can avoid the stupid people but here its a life of if something threatens you you kill it which im used to this way of life. but i can just imagine being someone and having some jackass of a server and just look at him and think he dont even know who the fuck i am. what ive been trained to do to people or how many lives has ended at my hands.what does he have to show for achivement in life im not even old enough to go to the bar and i have more life experiance then some people do by the time they are forty.i love how people boast and like oh well i gradurated high school and i have a degree in english woohoo i hope that degree keeps you alive when someones at your door with a gun. i bet these are the same fucks that wanna protest at soldiers funerals i understand not agreeing with this waer but showing up at our buddies funeral to protest your asking for a death wish. but anyways got a sidenote there.just alittle insite to my way of thinking when i see someone who catches my eye or attenion
