wolfbloodlust

well today is my youngest brothers birthday hes 11 today got to call him for about 5 mins and talk to wish him a happy birthday and that his present is in the mail. once again another birthday i miss due to the military. dont get me wrong i love my job and i love being deployed to fight for my friends and familys freedom but i wonder if oeople really realize how much a family goes through when a son goes to war. i mean when i check my facebook and see people bitch about there lives i think really your day was that bad. did you get shot at today? or have someone try to blow you up? yeah i doubt it so getting up and spending 12 hours at work cant be that bad at least you dont have to be miles away from your family have to out on 50 lbs of body armour and go driving around looking for bad guys. but anyways just venting alittle wish i was home to celbrate with my brother maybe have a game of paintball out in the woods with my other brothers.