Hi SG land💕
It’s been forever since I wrote my last blog and this topic is a perfect way to come up with my new blog entry.
Suicidegirls is such a mix of so many things! I can’t even explain how much this site has made me grow in countless ways.
I’ll start from the beginning, I always had a platonic aspiration of being a model, since I was little I felt drawn to it and felt encouraged by people around me to do so since I was a little girl. As the daughter of an aspiring photographer, I would practice posing and creating pictures with my mom since I was a kid, but I had never seriously thought about it, specially after I started getting all kinds of ink since a young age, I thought the little shot I had for becoming a model was gone cause who wanted models with tattoos, piercings and dyed hair?! At the time 2012, only SuicideGirls and they found me just in time.
I had modeled before for independent things since I was 16 but I had never done a nude shoot. I say SG found me through @cudnovati who actually contacted me for this before I even knew you could apply to be a suicidegirl. Since I was a young teen I had thought this was a group of highly gorgeous friends somewhere in the world far away from me.! So ofc I was thrilled with the opportunity of actually becoming one and maybe even meet them?! I couldn’t wait to get started!
So after two sets of practice together, we come up with this third one which we both happily decide to send. It seemed well decided cause it was selected as SOTD in the second day of it being on MR. I could not believe it. The childhood dream actually came true thanks to this site, over the years it turned me into a successful professional model, what part could I love more about suicidegirls? Let’s go back to the start to understand what.
I was only 20 years old and it’s a little strange for me to see these photos and feel like a different person. Not in a bad way at all! I’ll explain...
At the beginning, seeing my nude body from an outter point of view was a little shocking tbh. I was able to see my full nudity and feel the freedom and strength this sole action provided me with. I saw parts of me I really liked that for the first time became precious to me, but also things I wanted to work on and get better in. Without hiding in clothing I was able to see my body as a beautiful imperfectly perfect being and how to be better to it. The communication with my own body and mind this gave me is by far the most valuable gift SG has given me.
So after this first impact I started working on my self mentally and physically to become the better me I now know was only waiting for some confidence and self love/care to kick in.
This is my process visually appreciated in my sets here throughout the years as a Suicidegirl.
Which is your favorite set of me???
Special thanks to all the photographers that have helped me make this whole process a lot funner and smoother than it could’ve been. I have never had any bad experience with a photographer from this side of the ciberspace and I am so proud of that.
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The more obvious but equally great part of being here is the wonderful community of support I have received since the start. Since the start of SG ages @missy and @rambo have been actively there for thousands of girls and never end to surprise me with their loving manners and actions. It seems like they never have a bad day and I admire that as the impossible factor this implies. I am very thankful for having met them in person and being able to see the reality of their love. Heads up. It’s huge!!
Not only them, but my best friends and sisters that may be really far in distance but always wanting to see them again cause no one understands better what this is about than the suicidegirls i have made sisterhood with. How about titling it ‘how to enjoy life being terribly attractive and having a beautiful soul’
I could spend all night uploading photos of babes but my cats are requesting love now and we do love them kitties 😻😻
Summarizing, what I love the most about suicidegirls is how strong within myself it has made me thanks to anilizing my nudity over and over so I could have the cuality of being to be able to join a sisterhood. Whoa, all that. Cause seriously, learning to respect one self is the first step to truly respecting who surrounds us. When we all know our worth and value, there is no need to compare or compete with anyone else than yourself, so the bonds that get born from respecting each other and having the best times of our lives while at it are what I love the most about it.
xoxo
Wolf
