Holy shit, I'm in a lot of pain! Played some ad hoc football today. Just some friends in the park... second play into it, I take a tumble and land on my neck and shoulder hardcore. I'm stoked I had some percocet left from the head thing. But it's getting worse as the day goes on. whine moan. ;-) Here's hoping I can avoid the hospital.
So I finally get it together to try to make an appt. to see a psychiatrist and I'm 0 for 2 tyring to see someone. Talk about getting no respect! I guess I'm lucky not to be someone wanting to off myself or something. ;-)
Been in a bit of a low lull kinda depressed area... but I'm not too worried. If I still feel this way in January I'd be worried. Fer now I'm just stuck in this viscious cycle of making bad choices and not following through with my responsibilites... putting off bills and chores... yada.
But I figure we all kinda go through shite like this here and there so I'm not fretting too bad... but I'd like to start making some real progress and goal setting and acheiving in mi vida.
Check it out... I was searching my past few journals to see if I mention that I signed Ma and I up for Spanish classes and I found this:
FRIDAY OCTOBER 29 2004 10:06 PM
Been in a self destructive head space for a bit now... really need to getr my shite together.
So yeah, I guess it's good that I'm trying to talk to someone to figure my nodle out. But key-rist, how many people are you supposed to call before someone will call you back or isn't full? Hmmm I'm probably whining considering it's only been three calls to two people.
But on the Spanish class. I'm stoked to learn it. I hear it almost everyday and would love to be able to converse in it. Especially if I'm dieting and still loving Taco Express. Quirreo nombre once para carnitas solamente. No frijoles, no arroz, no pico, no tortilla... Mas carnitas in la caja grande! Salsa? Todo! Rojo y verde por favor.
I've taken to watching HBO latin... seing movies I know but with Spanish dubbing. Sometimes I put the subtitles on in English so I can read the english but still hear the Spanish. Super sweet immersion tool I'm finding. It's helped me start to pick out individual words in the rapid blur that is everyday conversation. I don't know all the meanings... but I can now hear most of the words
so I got that going for me... which is nice...
So I finally get it together to try to make an appt. to see a psychiatrist and I'm 0 for 2 tyring to see someone. Talk about getting no respect! I guess I'm lucky not to be someone wanting to off myself or something. ;-)
Been in a bit of a low lull kinda depressed area... but I'm not too worried. If I still feel this way in January I'd be worried. Fer now I'm just stuck in this viscious cycle of making bad choices and not following through with my responsibilites... putting off bills and chores... yada.
But I figure we all kinda go through shite like this here and there so I'm not fretting too bad... but I'd like to start making some real progress and goal setting and acheiving in mi vida.
Check it out... I was searching my past few journals to see if I mention that I signed Ma and I up for Spanish classes and I found this:
FRIDAY OCTOBER 29 2004 10:06 PM
Been in a self destructive head space for a bit now... really need to getr my shite together.
So yeah, I guess it's good that I'm trying to talk to someone to figure my nodle out. But key-rist, how many people are you supposed to call before someone will call you back or isn't full? Hmmm I'm probably whining considering it's only been three calls to two people.
But on the Spanish class. I'm stoked to learn it. I hear it almost everyday and would love to be able to converse in it. Especially if I'm dieting and still loving Taco Express. Quirreo nombre once para carnitas solamente. No frijoles, no arroz, no pico, no tortilla... Mas carnitas in la caja grande! Salsa? Todo! Rojo y verde por favor.
I've taken to watching HBO latin... seing movies I know but with Spanish dubbing. Sometimes I put the subtitles on in English so I can read the english but still hear the Spanish. Super sweet immersion tool I'm finding. It's helped me start to pick out individual words in the rapid blur that is everyday conversation. I don't know all the meanings... but I can now hear most of the words
so I got that going for me... which is nice...
Do you know who would pull off the sundress/dirty feet combo marvelously? Siv. Her last set that was in the country... totally reminds me of that.
I would love to go to a CC game.... I will. Since I won't be seeing the Avs any time this season. Grrrrrrrr.