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Drove the sixty some odd miles back from the SGB show in Denver late last night covered in Hershy's Chocolate Syrup. If I hadn't shamelessly ducked behind the taller dude in front of me at the right moment, then I'd caught the coco shower full brunt. ;-)
As to the show, if you have the means, I'd highly recommend it. The opening band Whole Wheat Bread was really good. I don't go out of my way to listen to power-pop punk, but these Jacksonville guys were tight and entertaining. Their inbetween song banter showed them to be dorks... but I think that was more of keeping in line with the style or scene they were portraying. Jah Know?
It's only during concerts or a show like this that I lament being a short fuck. ;-)

BBQ time. n'joy each other mis amigos.

Thanks to everyone for your kind words. I'd say some of you were taking my emotions from "running" into my ex a bit off. That I was still crushed and devestated from that 12 year ago experience. But I couldn't honestly say that and reconcile it with the fact that I balled half the way home last night. ;-) It was probably a combination of all the stressors I've been represing lately... Or I'm just going through my own little High Fidelity moment.



In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin straight into the ground
Lookin to the left slightly, then lookin back down
World feels like its caved in proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like shes lookin straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up shes lookin down at her feet

Dry your eyes mate
I know its hard to take but her mind has been made up
Theres plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But youve got to walk away now
Its over

So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin, my life is crashin before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
Cause I cant imagine my life without you and me
Theres things I cant imagine doin, things I cant imagine seein
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness shes blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin my hand away to my chest, from hers

Dry your eyes mate
I know its hard to take but her mind has been made up
Theres plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But youve got to walk away now
Its over

And Im just standin there, I cant say a word
Cause everythins just gone
Ive got nothin
Absolutely nothin

Tryin to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin to change what shes sayin
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
Im not gonna fuckin, just fuckin leave it all now
Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And youre gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
Youre well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so shes now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away

Dry your eyes mate
I know its hard to take but her mind has been made up
Theres plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But youve got to walk away now
Its over

I know in the past Ive found it hard to say
Tellin you things, but not tellin straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away

Dry your eyes mate
I know its hard to take but her mind has been made up
Theres plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But youve got to walk away now.