Hi Blog,
I have very mixed emotions at the moment. I let my emotional guard down, started to pull down the walls around my heart and open up to a very special person. Now I feel I like a fool. I feel like I'm being played like a cheap piano and my heart is breaking. I feel so alone. In the grand scheme of things, of life, I am probably over-reacting, but dammit I hate feeling this way, but I don't know that I have the strength to fight any more. I wish I could provide more details, but my heart ust can't deal with it now...maybe later. Through the darkest hours of my life I have come to this site because all of you beautiful SG ladies seem to transcend the mundane crap of the world and life...my sanctuary. That's why I am writing to you now...I love you all.
XOXOXOXO from a very hurting soul.
I have very mixed emotions at the moment. I let my emotional guard down, started to pull down the walls around my heart and open up to a very special person. Now I feel I like a fool. I feel like I'm being played like a cheap piano and my heart is breaking. I feel so alone. In the grand scheme of things, of life, I am probably over-reacting, but dammit I hate feeling this way, but I don't know that I have the strength to fight any more. I wish I could provide more details, but my heart ust can't deal with it now...maybe later. Through the darkest hours of my life I have come to this site because all of you beautiful SG ladies seem to transcend the mundane crap of the world and life...my sanctuary. That's why I am writing to you now...I love you all.
XOXOXOXO from a very hurting soul.