Hi Blog,
I don't have a lot of time ...should be doing homework and I am just NOT in the mood. I have a major project/presentation due in a week and I'd rather stick a pin in my eye than work on it today.
Two reasons why...
I would much rather draw some of the gorgeous ladies here. I just finished a portrait of one...
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I don't have a lot of time ...should be doing homework and I am just NOT in the mood. I have a major project/presentation due in a week and I'd rather stick a pin in my eye than work on it today.
Two reasons why...
I would much rather draw some of the gorgeous ladies here. I just finished a portrait of one...
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Hi Blog,
Okay, now that I have stopped beating up on myself for being not so much a putz as a nudge (dont ask about the termsI teach 6th graders so Im allowed to come up with goofy words LOL), I can get on with life. I wanted to take this opportunity to personally thank three friends here for helping me see what I think...
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Okay, now that I have stopped beating up on myself for being not so much a putz as a nudge (dont ask about the termsI teach 6th graders so Im allowed to come up with goofy words LOL), I can get on with life. I wanted to take this opportunity to personally thank three friends here for helping me see what I think...
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parker:
Oh wow... That sounds awesome. Wish I was in your class! 
parker:
Oh... maybe not then. 
hehe.
hehe.
Hi Blog...
I had to write an early post before tomorrow just to get this off my chest. Has anyone ever done something so incredibly stupid they feel like the world's biggest idiot afterwards? To make a mistake and learn from it...that I can and have done...it's just the &^%$# blunders that one knows are stupid, but one goes ahead and does them any way...Goddess...
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I had to write an early post before tomorrow just to get this off my chest. Has anyone ever done something so incredibly stupid they feel like the world's biggest idiot afterwards? To make a mistake and learn from it...that I can and have done...it's just the &^%$# blunders that one knows are stupid, but one goes ahead and does them any way...Goddess...
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jimcurt99:
Just part of being human- everybody does it!!
cadavre:
You only fucked up if that's how YOU feel about the actions you make
Hi Blog,
Turning 54 has been extremely difficult. It is far worse than 30, 40, or even 50. I think its because of all the changes and self-reflection Ive gone through over the past years as I finish my school counselor degree. The personal stuff that has come up has rocked me to the core, as it should since I cant transfer this stuff on...
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Turning 54 has been extremely difficult. It is far worse than 30, 40, or even 50. I think its because of all the changes and self-reflection Ive gone through over the past years as I finish my school counselor degree. The personal stuff that has come up has rocked me to the core, as it should since I cant transfer this stuff on...
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zuki:
No way!!! AHH! Now I can't wait to see it!
Happy birthday, btw... I hope it's a great one!
Happy birthday, btw... I hope it's a great one!
cadavre:
It was pretty good, laughed with my friend at work and our manager's bought us pizza. My spice cake only partially turned out, but it's still super delicious
I am approaching my 54th birthday (this Saturday as a matter of fact) and as I do so I am thinking of what has gone on over the past 50plus years. I was going to write about the past, but would rather go down that road with my therapistits too scary otherwise. I can say the severe bullying, attachment issues, loss of my sister before...
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coni:
happy b-day ! you're so sweet thanks for your comment and lovin on my set <3!
toxic:
Happy birthday!
Hi Blog,
What an ending to this week...almost got hit by a school bus as I was going to school! Then I got stiffed on payment for a wedding I played at on Saturday...but I know where they live so I can send the goons after them if need be.
There are so many reasons I am still on this earth today, too many people...
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What an ending to this week...almost got hit by a school bus as I was going to school! Then I got stiffed on payment for a wedding I played at on Saturday...but I know where they live so I can send the goons after them if need be.
There are so many reasons I am still on this earth today, too many people...
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amarena:
Hahaha. Punchy is good.
cadavre:
♥
Hi Blog,
Well it has been quite a week! I came to several conclusions about myself and why I feel the way I do, about myself, my past, and my future. I find it hard to talk about because the emotions are so raw, so near the surface. My nerve-endings actually burn the anxiety and feelings are so all-encompassing and deep, the depression so crushing...
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Well it has been quite a week! I came to several conclusions about myself and why I feel the way I do, about myself, my past, and my future. I find it hard to talk about because the emotions are so raw, so near the surface. My nerve-endings actually burn the anxiety and feelings are so all-encompassing and deep, the depression so crushing...
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amarena:
Glad you're smilin, hun. 
pia:
thanks for you comment
Hi Blog,
I think I finally have it figured out. I need validation for who I am. I need to be told that Im special in some way. I need that feeling of being worth something besides the gold teeth in my head. A strong sense of self-worth, thats what never really developed in the core of who I am. Ive never felt good enough,...
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I think I finally have it figured out. I need validation for who I am. I need to be told that Im special in some way. I need that feeling of being worth something besides the gold teeth in my head. A strong sense of self-worth, thats what never really developed in the core of who I am. Ive never felt good enough,...
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deadmemories:
come and see my pics !
i want to be SG
i want to be SG
Hi Blog...
Sorry, I had to get my emotions in check before I wrote this entry today. This Blog has been my emotional forum. All the people here at SG have been so sweet to me...my friends here, ladies I''ve drawn portraits of and those I am working on drawings of now. Missy, who has been so sweet to write back when I write to...
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Sorry, I had to get my emotions in check before I wrote this entry today. This Blog has been my emotional forum. All the people here at SG have been so sweet to me...my friends here, ladies I''ve drawn portraits of and those I am working on drawings of now. Missy, who has been so sweet to write back when I write to...
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ivonne:
Thanks love your comments on my new set!
cadavre:
We had a fantastic time and I'm glad I got as many photos as I did!
Hi Blog...I have to get my thoughts in order and my emotions in check, be back in a minute.
Hi Blog,
I spent yesterday at the New Hampshire Highland Games in Lincoln. It was a beautiful fall day, one of the best weather-wise for playing the pipes. Massed bands was crazy and wild with about 20 pipe bands all mashed together on the parade grounds. I did get to listen to a few great Celtic-Rock bands, Red Hot Chili Pipers among them, great piping...
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I spent yesterday at the New Hampshire Highland Games in Lincoln. It was a beautiful fall day, one of the best weather-wise for playing the pipes. Massed bands was crazy and wild with about 20 pipe bands all mashed together on the parade grounds. I did get to listen to a few great Celtic-Rock bands, Red Hot Chili Pipers among them, great piping...
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ivonne:
AWwwwww! thanks baby! 
Hi Blog,
This week has been an amazing ride of ups and downs. I was so high last Saturday I could barely get out of my own way, then the crash came on Sunday...down to severe and deep depression. Tuesday brought some relief, but by Friday the worst hit me between the eyes and it was only through working with some of the best kids...
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This week has been an amazing ride of ups and downs. I was so high last Saturday I could barely get out of my own way, then the crash came on Sunday...down to severe and deep depression. Tuesday brought some relief, but by Friday the worst hit me between the eyes and it was only through working with some of the best kids...
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tovi:
you can choose
cadavre:
Sorry my pics make it hard to choose! Just...whichever one screams to you the most!
she has been a great friend to me, and we havent even met.. *one day dammit!*
as for bullying-right here yo!
for sure.
it was bad.
i even left that school because of it.
i got called some very awful names for things i couldnt change.
i am often amazed at myself. how is it possible i am the way i am. HOW?
with everything ive been through..
i must be resilient as fuck to still smile every day lol