Hi Blog,
So this is my last postwell, my last post regarding the psycho-journey that Ive been on for the last several months. I feel the need to close this and move on. Ive dwelt on these issues enough and need to say some things here to wrap everything up. First of all, I want to thank everyone who has shown me such kindness and...
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So this is my last postwell, my last post regarding the psycho-journey that Ive been on for the last several months. I feel the need to close this and move on. Ive dwelt on these issues enough and need to say some things here to wrap everything up. First of all, I want to thank everyone who has shown me such kindness and...
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Hi Blog,
Here it is New Years Eve again, YIPEEE!!! Did that sound half-hearted? I meant it to be a little more upbeat because of the fact I am still on this side of the daisies/sod/turf, whatever you want to call it. I didnt think I would be, didnt think Id make it to the end of 2010. It took a lot of energy to...
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Here it is New Years Eve again, YIPEEE!!! Did that sound half-hearted? I meant it to be a little more upbeat because of the fact I am still on this side of the daisies/sod/turf, whatever you want to call it. I didnt think I would be, didnt think Id make it to the end of 2010. It took a lot of energy to...
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briscoe:
well bless your heart! 
thanks for the kind words 
i haven't read any Patterson, i'll check him out!
thanks for the kind words i haven't read any Patterson, i'll check him out!
Hi Blog,
A short update since I am in the middle of working on art for several very special friends here. Christmas was nice, but a little weird. My nephew and his wife are in the beginning stages of divorce proceedings and Christmas Eve/Day was tense and strained and just plain freaky. I wouldve stayed home, but I had to support family so From a...
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A short update since I am in the middle of working on art for several very special friends here. Christmas was nice, but a little weird. My nephew and his wife are in the beginning stages of divorce proceedings and Christmas Eve/Day was tense and strained and just plain freaky. I wouldve stayed home, but I had to support family so From a...
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cadavre:
Maybe...I'll send you a care package (minus lutefisk..that won't ship well
rebelle:
I LOOOOOOVE the watercolor of Toxic.......
Hi Blog
I just want to wish everyone here and especially my dear friends on SG a very Happy Christmas and many beautiful Blessings for the New Year! May the Goddess keep you close to Her heart and keep you safe and warm in Her love and kindnessin Perfect Love and Perfect Trust. Kind of a mix of the Christian and the Pagan, but Im...
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I just want to wish everyone here and especially my dear friends on SG a very Happy Christmas and many beautiful Blessings for the New Year! May the Goddess keep you close to Her heart and keep you safe and warm in Her love and kindnessin Perfect Love and Perfect Trust. Kind of a mix of the Christian and the Pagan, but Im...
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jimcurt99:
A Merry Christmas to you also- Thank YOU for sharing your awesome artwork. Hope to see more- and I hope the Gods bless you in the future even more than they have in the past!! -PEACE-
Hi Blog,
Here is a better, cleaner pic of my watercolor of Parker. I sent her one yesterday, but noticed a smudge and some severe shading that didnt look good so I had to make those corrections and repost it here.
I have had quite a few weeks. The emotional rollercoaster has stopped and I am off it for goodI think! I have finally come...
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Here is a better, cleaner pic of my watercolor of Parker. I sent her one yesterday, but noticed a smudge and some severe shading that didnt look good so I had to make those corrections and repost it here.
I have had quite a few weeks. The emotional rollercoaster has stopped and I am off it for goodI think! I have finally come...
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cadavre:
I have frozen it for now, may go stock up! Happy holidays my dear friend!
rebelle:
Wow, Love it!
Hi Blog,
Its raining here, freezing rain actually. Im desperately hoping for a snow day tomorrow just to have a little time to rest and not have to do homework or other course-related STUFF!!! This is weird, I started off having a very strange weekMonday was a nightmare drive home because of the roads, Tuesday was one of those mixed-feeling days (the old emotional rollercoaster),...
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Its raining here, freezing rain actually. Im desperately hoping for a snow day tomorrow just to have a little time to rest and not have to do homework or other course-related STUFF!!! This is weird, I started off having a very strange weekMonday was a nightmare drive home because of the roads, Tuesday was one of those mixed-feeling days (the old emotional rollercoaster),...
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jimcurt99:
Can't wait to see the new stuff- and I must say I LOVE hearing you talk like this!! So, so glad things are looking up for you!!! You sir, are a fine person and I feel lucky to know you!!!
hexxus:
no problem =]
i cant wait to see!
i cant wait to see!
Hi Blog,
I just wrote a long letter to Hexxus about my bullying experiences in 5th 12th grades and it has drained me of all energy. I would post it heremaybe I will even though it is a little rough and charged with emotion. I figure what the hellif I cant open up to you then what the hell am I supposed to do? I...
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I just wrote a long letter to Hexxus about my bullying experiences in 5th 12th grades and it has drained me of all energy. I would post it heremaybe I will even though it is a little rough and charged with emotion. I figure what the hellif I cant open up to you then what the hell am I supposed to do? I...
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marsalli27:
"What progress, you ask, have I made? I have begun to be a friend to myself." - Hecato
Hi Blog
I am at a loss as to what to say. For once I feel okay, about myself and the week ahead! This is very unfamiliar ground for me. Im Norwegian and in my family (Im just talking about MY family now, not Norskies in general) when we feel good and the days/weeks ahead look positive, we get a little nervous and think, what...
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I am at a loss as to what to say. For once I feel okay, about myself and the week ahead! This is very unfamiliar ground for me. Im Norwegian and in my family (Im just talking about MY family now, not Norskies in general) when we feel good and the days/weeks ahead look positive, we get a little nervous and think, what...
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rebelle:
WAW. Nothing else to say.
Happy Thanksgiving Blog,
I wont be around much over the holiday weekend so I thought I would post something today. A sweet and very supportive friend thought I should post part of a message I sent her so here it is, modified a little, but you will understand the gist of it...
I'M DONE FEELING LIKE SHIT ABOUT MYSELF. I AM A SWEET, LOVEABLE PERSON...
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I wont be around much over the holiday weekend so I thought I would post something today. A sweet and very supportive friend thought I should post part of a message I sent her so here it is, modified a little, but you will understand the gist of it...
I'M DONE FEELING LIKE SHIT ABOUT MYSELF. I AM A SWEET, LOVEABLE PERSON...
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allegro:
I'm so glad you know that of yourself. Happy Thanksgiving pal.
toxic:
I'm glad you know who you are. I hope you have a great thanksgiving friend!
Hi Blog,
Once again it has been an amazing week, full of ups and downs. This emotional rollercoaster Ive been on for the last several years is no less upsetting, no less scary as hell, but something is changing. Something positive is happening I think. At long last the demons grip on me is loosening. He still threatens to drag me back to hell, but...
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Once again it has been an amazing week, full of ups and downs. This emotional rollercoaster Ive been on for the last several years is no less upsetting, no less scary as hell, but something is changing. Something positive is happening I think. At long last the demons grip on me is loosening. He still threatens to drag me back to hell, but...
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briscoe:
i thought i'd stop by and say hello and that your work is truly amazing. you have a wonderful knack for capturing not only the physical likenesses but also the sparks of life that make these women so interesting and beautiful. especially in the eyes, you can see that mischief and sensuality. can't wait to see the newest one of my darling Amarena!
can't wait to see the newest one of my darling Amarena!
rebelle:
AMAZING !
Hi Blog,
This is just a short post because I can't seem to get my emotions under control. I feel like I am being a burden to people, friends here and elsewhere, with my emotions. I can't get these feelings under control and I constantly wonder if I am asking too much of people. Do they really want to hear about my pain? Do I...
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This is just a short post because I can't seem to get my emotions under control. I feel like I am being a burden to people, friends here and elsewhere, with my emotions. I can't get these feelings under control and I constantly wonder if I am asking too much of people. Do they really want to hear about my pain? Do I...
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jimcurt99:
Read your words my friend- you care more about how your feelings effect other people than how much they hurt you. I think this shows what a good soul you are- you're more worried about the kids than anything- I don't think you have anything to stress about there- I see a fine role model when I look your way.
I do hope you will keep up your fine work with the paper and pencils- don't know about you. but it really helps me pour out my feelings when I have some paper there to catch them.
I say feel free to vent here- it's what we're here for!!!
-PEACE-
I do hope you will keep up your fine work with the paper and pencils- don't know about you. but it really helps me pour out my feelings when I have some paper there to catch them.
I say feel free to vent here- it's what we're here for!!!
-PEACE-
cadavre:
I highly doubt you burden those who you are brave enough to open up to. You are an amazing person, and as Jim said, you are so worried about how your feeling are effecting others. Take care of yourself dear
Hi Blog...I know I'm confusing you since I usually post only on Sundays, but I had to write a short note.
I tried to form a group here for victims of bullying and it got shot down. I don't know if it was because there is one already in existance or I used the wrong tags, etc. I will try again though, because I think...
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I tried to form a group here for victims of bullying and it got shot down. I don't know if it was because there is one already in existance or I used the wrong tags, etc. I will try again though, because I think...
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hexxus:
i cant find a group on it...
love the bunnies! very cute =]
i have two blogs that will give you some insight as to why i said what i said in that other comment. how am i still smiling etc.
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Hexxus/2228511/
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Hexxus/2425319/
the bullying as a kid was horrid. kids are cruel. i was called many names and made horrible fun of because of how i dressed/looked. crooked teeth, cross eyed. im sure you can imagine. lol
i have no tolerance for certain things now.
since those days, 2 people have apologized. their apologies dont mean a damn thing to me.
i have a big heart, and i am kind and caring.. but i can be cold as fuck sometimes.. lol
love the bunnies! very cute =]
i have two blogs that will give you some insight as to why i said what i said in that other comment. how am i still smiling etc.
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Hexxus/2228511/
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Hexxus/2425319/
the bullying as a kid was horrid. kids are cruel. i was called many names and made horrible fun of because of how i dressed/looked. crooked teeth, cross eyed. im sure you can imagine. lol
i have no tolerance for certain things now.
since those days, 2 people have apologized. their apologies dont mean a damn thing to me.
i have a big heart, and i am kind and caring.. but i can be cold as fuck sometimes.. lol
marsalli27:
I just found out about a local child here in Vermont that attempted suicide...and unfortunately after being on life support ultimately succeeded in killing himself over bullying. My heart is breaking for the family and the needless pain that boy went through...something has to get through to these kids!! Someone has to do something...childhood is supposed to be innocent. 
I am also on a daily journey to accept myself for who I am. I hope that we both can come to be "comfortable in our own skin". We deserve it, dammit!
And, babe, that watercolor you made of me is INSANE! The colors are so lovely, and the shading on the arm is killer! Good work. (I may have to pimp out this piece in my next blog lol)