Friday Sep 05, 2003

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Lookin forward to another fine ass weekend. I'm doin the usual start at Silverdollar, beers/pool. On to either Yur's for more of the same, or the Magic Garden for nekkid ladies/beer. Then on to Storm&the Balls/ Floater at the Roseland. Hope to see some sg's out saturday night biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
london:
Hey I might be at magic soon! Panties and all... glad you liked our show.
london:
I think Im going down there toniht to talk about auditioning or something...

Wednesday Sep 03, 2003

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Wednesday poetry night, right? Here's one I wrote awhlie ago:
Every Night,
I betrayed you,
I betrayed you by myself...
I just couldn't let you go,
I still can't...

I never believed how bad I needed you,
I never saw it until you were gone...
I see you every night,
I never say what I mean...

I wish to start us all over,
I wish...
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unravled:
That's so pretty.

You're comment in the going grey thread makes me sad though.
unravled:
Dorothy Parker was a writer and poet and a satirist and a critic. She's sarcastic and witty and all those things you just don't usually find in a women who lived in the first half of the last century.

Wednesday Sep 03, 2003

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I ain't got much to say, I've got school in the morning. And it's late. So another day, another dollar, right? Right.
jaime:
yup.

You were there last night? Why didn't you introduce yourself? I was sooooooooooo bored with all of the drunks. It's nice to know that you enjoyed our show. Next time you go be sure to say hello, I could use the good conversation.

Monday Sep 01, 2003

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Ever since my wallet got stolen I fell so trapped. I hate that this society has made it so difficult to engage in ordinary average life, without proof of identity. I have checks, but I can't write them. I'm 28 yrs old, but I can't go hang out with my friends at a bar because I can't prove it. I have money in the bank,...
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Monday Sep 01, 2003

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Went to a b-bq at a friends house today. Drank some beer at some good food, yah know the usual Labor day stuff. It was fun specially hanging out with his neighbors. He's got a couple o' cuties livin upstairs that we must go out with some time soon smile. Anyways I hope whom ever reads this is having a good weekend.cheers biggrin

Saturday Aug 30, 2003

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Mother fucking Mars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is twice in one week that I've gotten f'ed by this whole astrology b.s. On weds. I had a dental apt. on my way to it I noticed my other car driving away down the street. I chased after it with the intent to kill who ever stole it. My neighbor drives up next to me gives me the what the...
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disappearhere:
Mars has been fucking me too. My truck was towed. The starter is going out. I have been trying to built up a new fixed gear bike and everything is going wrong. And this very fucking morning at 7:30 in the AM, the fucking fire alarm goes off in my building. I was freaking out trying to get dressed and shit. False alarm which is good but fuck that's messed up anyway.
Fucking planets, and space and universe. I hate them.
lulumae:
I wish you were here getting coffee, too. I just got back from a coffee shop where I was sitting and reading by myself for two hours. Oh well, can't beat that company!

XOX- a very jittery LuluMae

Friday Aug 29, 2003

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I was thinking about staying up late tonight and hittin the boards. But after seeing all the same posts for a couple days now, and probably more importantly not having anything new to add either. I going to try to read for awhile instead. Providing I don't fall asleep after ten minutes, I think I need to find an uncomfortable place to read like the...
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lulumae:
Okay, where are you when I'm studying? No one ever ditches to hang out with me. I'm the geek in the back of the coffee shop on a Friday night, there from 7 pm until about 3 am.

XOX-L
lulumae:
Okay, where are you when I'm studying? No one ever ditches to hang out with me. I'm the geek in the back of the coffee shop on a Friday night, there from 7 pm until about 3 am.

XOX-L

Friday Aug 29, 2003

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I forgot to have my kids call their mom for her birthday the other day. Even though I have moved on with my life. It seems that I forget that they are still a part of hers. Sitting on the sofa with them and watching movies sometimes feels easier then thinking about her. I know I'm missing something in my rationalization but I don't quite...
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jaime:
hi...

According to both the Thoth deck and the traditional Tarot teachings The Fool is Trump/ATU O (zero). The Magus or The Magickian is Trump/ATU I. Aleph is the first letter of the Hebrew alphabet and its Gematria value is one. It corresponds to the 11th path on the Tree Of Life which connects the first Sephirot (KETHER/Crown) to the second Sephirot (CHOKMAH/Wisdom).

Qabbalah can be spelled several ways. Kabbalah, Cabala, etc. All are correct.
kudra:
"Kinda sick in the sense that, I made the time to listen to him, and by his books, then have put them on a shelf, for what, posterity?"

aaaaaaah. Yea.

Wednesday Aug 27, 2003

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So it's poetry day here at sg. Well since wendnesdays and poetry are two of my favorite things to do I will attempt to finish both at he same timesmile Here's a little somethin I'm thinking of and workin out right before you eyes;
Embracing my loneliness, and it's safety
Tethered to the shore of my reality
Comfortable lying on the beaches of my dreams...
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kudra:
I think the fool is pretty yin/yang. The fool sees nothing but has everything. The fool sees everything but has nothing. He just doesn't realize it.
In my opinion.
kudra:
"I still have them on my bshelf and yet to read them, kinda sick in a round about way, huh?"

Why is that sick?

"wishicould-find the time"

Make it.

Tuesday Aug 26, 2003

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I don't really have much to decompress about it is only tuesday tho. I just picked up a copy of the animatrix the other day. It's truly some dope anime. A continuation of one of the greatest stories of our time. Done really well, I can't wait for the rest of those movies to hit dvd. I also just finished reading some journal entries that...
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jaime:
Thank you for your suppeortive comment! Everyone has been driving me mad with their witch hunt attitudes.

You live in Portland? Well, you should come out to Devil's Point on Tuesday nights anytime after 10pm so that we can hang out. It is rare that I feel I can relate to someone and have a decent conversation.

Aleph...The Fool...I know what you mean, I think.
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