wishicould

It seems that my neighbor lady wants to get back with me. She keeps asking my over for a movie every weekend. It's a fine gesture but after we kicked it for a couple of months over the summer, and then agreed to just be friends, I still feel uncomfortable. I could just be imagining it but if we hug before I leave it feels a little more like a turn and start making out hug. Now normally I'd would do just that, except shes a bit controling. She always wanted to know what I was doing. Even if I just was gonna chill at home with the girls for a day. I know it wouldn't take long to get back to that sort of relationship. Plus I have promised to be faithful to the love of my life who lives in Phoenix. She is trying to get back to portland but her job sucks, and saving for her return is harder then anticipated. I just have to coast through to the end of the year. I know everything should change for me then. I just know it. For better or worse...