wishicould

I have the butterflies all the way up to my chest. Tomorrow at 5 pm I will be 13,000 ft up and standing in the open door of a plane trying to remember why I thought this sounded like a good idea...

My hands are all shaky, and I can't stop smiling. Reminds me kind of like when my kids were born. Perhaps the most humbling moments in my life. Life there in front of you, so inoccent and willing for your love and guidance. I've never regretted them. Tomorrow will be my day, for my demons, for my soul. For my lost dreams, and for the taste of 125mph in my face...