wishicould

I've been dreaming of a girl that I used to see, not too long ago. She moved away to be closer to her family and to find more stimulating work. We really connected, and I speak to her frequently via email, and sometimes on the phone. I wish I could have chased her down there. But I'm rooted. I just don't have the wheels for such flights of passion anymore. I think thats probably whats been bothering me more lately than anything. I just need to get out and do something along the lines of thoughtless. Something selfish...