wishicould

Wow I haven't been here in a while. So I figured I should update my journal. I feel so strange lately. I can't stop thinking about a girl I know and she feels rather stongly about me also. Here's the problem though she has a boyfriend. I know I'm wrong for pursuing her, but when we're together it feels like it's meant to be this way. I don't know why I write about this stuff here I guess it's cleansing for some reason. I don't even feel dirty about this situation, I usually don't go after girls in relationships I can't help it with this girl though, I feel like I need her. I haven't felt like this in sooo long. It's trippin me out a little.