wishicould

Whoa, I just got home from a big ass camping trip. I was out in Hells Canyon. Near Idaho, and the Oregon border. Excellent sites, really rugged. Beautiful scenery, and the water was refreshing. I came home to an email from the girl of my dreams, she's coming up from Phoenix, for a weekend. My heart is all fluttery. I can't wait, but since it's...
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I'm so glad it ain't very hot right now. I'm so tired of fast food. So I cooked tonight, yay! I threw some ground beef and zatarans beans and rice together with corn and tomatoes, and some secret spices. Viola! spicy burritos. Now I will go hit the showers and prepare myself for the evening.

Ain't much going on to night, I'm probably going to go lay down and read some more of " Midnight in the Garden of good and evil " It was my plane companion, this last weekend. And I'm pleasantly suprised at how funny it is. Well goodnight ladies and gentlemen...

I'm glad I got to get out and break my rusty chains this week end, I deserved it, I just wish I hadn't of spent as much as I did. I also wish I had more to write about the experience, other then I lost a bunch a dough at casinos, and spent too much on lap dances, and booze...oops. It's been awhile tho

Tomorrow after I get home from work I'm going to stare at these site banners until I see that one with the hat that says "WHORE" in gothic style writing. And when I see it I will click like crazy until I find that hat and then purchase it with out regard. I absolutely luv that hat and would start wearing hats again if I...
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My weekend was far superior then I could ever have imagined. I will be saving up the $1300 to get certified for solo jumps. After subjecting myself to that experience I can't imagine doing anything else. But now I have to collect myself up for this week, and then get my mind in tune for debauchery and gambling this coming weekend in Reno. I've got...
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I have the butterflies all the way up to my chest. Tomorrow at 5 pm I will be 13,000 ft up and standing in the open door of a plane trying to remember why I thought this sounded like a good idea...

My hands are all shaky, and I can't stop smiling. Reminds me kind of like when my kids were born. Perhaps the most...
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It's a nice day to drink me 40,
Sit on the porch and barbeque torch,
Well whose next in the chain of command?

I love the new Awol-One album

MMMMMmmm...vodka citron and kool-aid, my new fav. I wish I could drink this all the time. Well maybe not all the time but, it's nice like a magarita, especially on a hot night like this.

I went to Everyday music today to look for the new Cake album, no luck. But instead I picked up Alter from Floater, and Windowlicker from Aphextwin, and replaced my...
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Whoa...I just got lost in the banner ad for like two minutes or so. I feel my life force slipping away even as I type.

I broke it off with the girl I was seeing, and it wasn't as hard or bad as I had feared. Sometimes I over anaylize things and drown my fears. I hope I'll be able to get over this one...
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Yay, I made a new friend today.

It's the only thing that has honestly made me smile today.

I keep trying to find the moment to break up with this girl I'm seeing. She was just over here with her friend whose getting married tomorrow ( thankfully I'm not going ) her friends kid, and her own kid. And I had just been working on...
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I had something to say to myself earlier, but now it's gone away... It must be getting late, or perhaps I'm just tired and don't care to try to figure myself out right now...I should really start trying to get up earlier and do my journals before my day starts...That sounds a bit too easy though doesn't it? Goodnight everyone...