wishfulthinking

I am going crazy!!!!!!

I want to leave my rut piece of shit job and venture out into the world and leave everything behind....

Only my stupid father tells me all the reasons I shouldn't...and he's right...but it still sucks to have someone tell you you're wrong and all the reasons why you're wrong...

So I guess I don't really know what to do...He tells me to keep giving my job a chance, and to change my attitude and everything will fall in place...I wonder...

I suppose my lack of being able to make a decisive decision will keep me where I am for the time being.....