So I was supposed to go to a party with Amory last night but she told me there would be a bunch of her friends from college there and she wouldn't be able to give me much attention so we decided to hang out on Friday night instead. We got 6" of snow on Friday afternoon and she didn't feel comfortable trying to find her way here so I decided to go over there. We went to her favorite Irish pub for dinner and drinks and good conversation. It was a great atmosphere, but the dinner was a little pricey! $60 for both of us. Then we went back to her house and watched The Life Aquatic. It's her favorite and it was really funny! Then we chilled out and listened to music and made out for like an hour and a half, which was fucking awesome. She has like short blonde hair that comes down to her chin and I just loved to run my hands through her hair and let it fall all over my face as we kissed. She is so silly. She would giggle every now and then and she kept getting the chills as I ran my fingertips over her back...
I had to wait about a half hour for a cab because of all the snow and I was about to just stay and crash in her sister's bed since she was gone. But then it finally came and I grabbed my boots and ran out the door. She said she'd call me today.
So yeah, on Saturday night I was going to watch a movie with Carrie. I went out to lunch and coffee with her last Saturday and we chatted for about four hours. I just didn't feel the chemistry though. I need to listen to my instincts and intuition more! But no, I figured I'd give it another shot. So she came over last night and we watched Big Fish. We started holding hands and her fucking hands were bigger than mine and really rough. Uh yeah, not too sexy. Granted I have small hands, but my hands have been either about the same size or a little bigger than every girl I've been out with.
So yeah, we started making out and she was really aggressive. There was teeth involved and it didn't really feel like kissing. It wasn't as bad as it was about to become, however. So we finish up the movie and we're just sitting there - me willing her out of the apartment. But no. She attacks me and before I know it I'm being almost shoved between the couch cushions as she's pressing her face into me and I can hardly breathe.
find a happy place, find a happy place
Then she started biting my lip and I was afraid she was going to give me a fat lip or something. My lips were already jacked up enough from the first time we kissed. I was like "I think we better call it a night." Thank God she got up and agreed. She was like "give me a call later this week." Ha. Yeah. I was traumatized for about an hour and put some stuff on my lips so they would hopefully not be too damaged. I couldn't go to bed before writing her so I wrote her like a couple sentences in an email saying I wasn't really interested, blah blah blah, good luck good riddance. Yeah. The truth always hurts, right?
So I'm going to watch a movie with Jamie today. I DEFINITELY don't even see the potential for a kiss here, which is great because I'm only interested in Amory at this point. But I had a good time chatting over coffee and browsing a bookstore with Jamie last Sunday so I would love to be friends with her. She's also ten years older than me.
I hope that Amory and I can hang out again soon.
Oh yeah, and if you don't like the way she smells...that's another sign it'll never work.
Dating...yeah...
I had to wait about a half hour for a cab because of all the snow and I was about to just stay and crash in her sister's bed since she was gone. But then it finally came and I grabbed my boots and ran out the door. She said she'd call me today.
So yeah, on Saturday night I was going to watch a movie with Carrie. I went out to lunch and coffee with her last Saturday and we chatted for about four hours. I just didn't feel the chemistry though. I need to listen to my instincts and intuition more! But no, I figured I'd give it another shot. So she came over last night and we watched Big Fish. We started holding hands and her fucking hands were bigger than mine and really rough. Uh yeah, not too sexy. Granted I have small hands, but my hands have been either about the same size or a little bigger than every girl I've been out with.
So yeah, we started making out and she was really aggressive. There was teeth involved and it didn't really feel like kissing. It wasn't as bad as it was about to become, however. So we finish up the movie and we're just sitting there - me willing her out of the apartment. But no. She attacks me and before I know it I'm being almost shoved between the couch cushions as she's pressing her face into me and I can hardly breathe.
find a happy place, find a happy place
Then she started biting my lip and I was afraid she was going to give me a fat lip or something. My lips were already jacked up enough from the first time we kissed. I was like "I think we better call it a night." Thank God she got up and agreed. She was like "give me a call later this week." Ha. Yeah. I was traumatized for about an hour and put some stuff on my lips so they would hopefully not be too damaged. I couldn't go to bed before writing her so I wrote her like a couple sentences in an email saying I wasn't really interested, blah blah blah, good luck good riddance. Yeah. The truth always hurts, right?
So I'm going to watch a movie with Jamie today. I DEFINITELY don't even see the potential for a kiss here, which is great because I'm only interested in Amory at this point. But I had a good time chatting over coffee and browsing a bookstore with Jamie last Sunday so I would love to be friends with her. She's also ten years older than me.
I hope that Amory and I can hang out again soon.
Oh yeah, and if you don't like the way she smells...that's another sign it'll never work.
Dating...yeah...