winona5

I just had a thought pop up in my head...
Have you ever read that book Imajica, by Clive Barker?
Lately, I've been thinking about that book, and a thought about my horrible memory came up.
I forget things quite easily, I guess thats why I forgive people just as easily and can't understand why people hold grudges (really, its not worth the wasted energy)
But anyway, for a bit, I had forgotten that my boyfriend didn't wish me a happy birthday right away on my birthday, until I was talking to a friend of mine and she brought it up. I had stopped being mad at him about that because I forgot about it.
That just led me to remember, how much I really do forget about my life...so things I remember, but it takes a bit of mental coaxing to get it out sometimes.
The people that I know and grew up with remind me of my past and who I am...
...but what if I left everything that connects me to who I am...
...what if i started completely over, somewhere else, without anybody knowing anything about my past...
...could I become an ageless person, who eventually forgets everything about themselves, and who they really are?

...I wonder what that would be like?